Ahhh. gotta use this blog back i supposed?
the hell. i want my Miss Sunshineeee. =/ but then i am way to lazy to create it again.
so, yeah.

so much to be blog, i got thousands and millions unsaid words.

Became McD's VIP during this very busy week, as is the only 24 hours operated shop. almost Every. Single. Night. =/ and we're all gaining weigh because of this. ahhh, shit.

think a lot too. or should i say analyse a lot. i'm losing myself, slowly.
i started to lose myself. thinking things that i shouldn't, saying things that i shouldn't, hurting people that i shouldn't.

realised life isn't always pretty that i used to think, isn't easy that i always believe it to be, isn't the way we want it to be.
It Isn't Fair.

Weird feelings conquered me at times,
For some times, i thought i've lost the whole world around me. Those people that i thought would always beside me, those things that once to be the most important things of mine, those memories that meant a lot to me. i lost them, all.
That feelings sucks.

I always thought i am tough enough to get over all those shits, ahhh wake up Soon Li Lin.
You're such a loser.
I thought i wouldn't care, but, i can't lie to feelings.

Some people and memories are not meant to be kept forever.
i seriously got bee to agree with me on this, do i?
and for some time, i am the some people.
how ironic.

Dear Santa,
i got a wish, Please Love Me. I can't afford to lose anymore.
i shouldn't care, but why i did?