Waiting for my updates? Thank you for waiting then.
No? ooppss. i will assume you did when you're reading this.
:p

hmmm,March been nice to me, but April is a month that really teach me what life is.
or in other words, i can say April loves me more? haa.

I learn how to trip, fall and learn.
then get up and keep walking.

For certain times, i dont even know who i am, and why all these are happening.
I miss those harm-free life during alpha.
i miss those times when no one try to harm you, when no one want to take advantage of you, no one make use of you, no one friends with you for reasons,no one take you for granted, no one fake with you.
But i know, this is reality of life that i must go through,in fact, maybe all of us will have to go through this.

I am glad that when shits happened, i am not alone.
I still got a bunch of true friends who stand behind me, who always speak out for me.
I call them brothers and sisters.

i wonder if anyone notice, i change the display name on my msn. From the Miss Sunshine that i always proud and happy to be call, to my name, Li Lin.
I wont call myself that again, until one day i feel that i worth to be call like that.
I will wait for that particular day to come, meanwhile, i am going to train myself more. :)

Learn not to cry, learn not to sigh, learn not to hide.
and learn to be able to stand on my own.

Learning is a whole life process. It might take your whole life to really understand what something is or how something would work.
I am ready to learn, even though i might fall harder.

Thank you, to those who hurt me and to those who want to hurt me.
You made me stronger. You made me better, and you made me realised i am not alone.
Thank you, to those who hold me when i am falling.
You made me feel loved. You made me realised life isnt that bad to me.

:)

I am good, dont worry. Just to remind myself all these that i've paid to learn.
So that i wont forget. :)

If life gives me a lemon, i will make sure i turn it into lemonade, or ice lemon tea. :P

and another thing, a hug wins a thousand words said.
to those who read this, give me a hug next time when you see me. :)

i miss scary and baby team.