Life is always full of ups and downs. Pheww.

One second, you might be on the top of the cloud, next second, you might be falling hard, down to the ground.
Well, Two blows hit on me today. Grr. Hitting me like a bolt out of the blue. And if I were to scold vulga, I would threw a hundreds today.

I look tough, yes? I look alright all the time, yes? I look happy all the time, yes? I am not. Not all the time.

Sometimes little words from your friends, best friends, best-est friends, and whoever it is might just hurt you, without his/her notice. I always knew that, but I couldn't stop not to think about it. It might be a joke, a prank, a bla bla bla, but somehow it hurts me. Uhm, 5 inches deep? Haha. I've been pretending that it's okay, it's fine, it's a joke, it's a stupid word it's a...and i am crying real hard inside.

And just when I think I am stable with that, another shit happened. Totally ruined my mood. It's blowing my top. I almost cry, but I did not. Because I don't like to cry in front of people. If You Seek A.

I know I am not good, but i dont need YOU to tell me how bad I am. So what i am ugly, so what i am fat, so what i am unglam, so what i am loud, i am crazy, i am bla bla bla bla bla? But would you mind if i remind you, it's my life, not yours. Live with it or leave me. I will walk away from your life. Since it's so unglam. You hurt me, but you never know you did. How ironic. But never mind, you will never know, because i will never show.

Iiissshh.

No matter how bad I am to those who think I am bad, but i believe, I am always the best-est in my parents' eyes.

I will walk this over.

"I am beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring me down I am beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring me down So don't you bring me down today"

Ohhh, Christina Aguilera's song totally rocks.