Final is just around the corner… Imade a great decision to stay back in Malacca to prepare myself for finalduring the study weeks. Well, nothing special on the study week except that,Raya breaks fall on the end of week 13, so, by Friday, basically, Campus areaare like ‘EMPTY’.

I hate being alone a lot, I mean ALOT. In fact, I’m afraid of being alone, especially at nights, so, it’s a hardtime for me to go through as, life is miserable. I felt homesick and I want toget some companion, yet, I can’t hang out, cause, I stay back for final not forFUN~ so, undergoing the process is killing me man!

 Study process is so slow that I bet a tortoisewalk faster than me… So much to study, yet, so little time, okay, I know that Ican make it at the end anyhow, but, I just want a little bit more moods. Studymoods had kicked out, but, I need more… More…

Well, what is the main focus thistime?

The mean time I wrote those feelingsof mine up there, I ended up forgetting what I planned to said initially.Short-term memory lost, beats me… I know my friend got used to it anyway,always face this issue, is this getting more and more serious?

Oh yeah oh yeah, I want to talkabout staying here alone, now I understand deeply the pathetic feeling of LONELY.Humans are meant to interact with each other, a simple smile on the face, ashort chat, a handshake, a hug, a peck on the cheeks... all these are actionsthat make our life meaningful and complete, isn’t it? Hahaha… I guess I’m toolonely that I got weird things building up in my mind. I actually hate crowdedplace, I hate people come pushing me & squeezing me, I’m small in size andlight in weight (oh yeah, so TRUE~), so, I will get lost easily. Another thingabout crowd, due to my ‘cute’ body size, I can’t find my friend, or familyeasily… >.<” I hate being ALONE too. Well, I need time for myself, my ownprivate time, but not like this!

Conclusion, I’m a fussy person, No toCrowded place, No to being Alone~ Very Mafan….

Another Bigger conclusion, I lostmy mind, not sure what I had write, not sure what’s the main idea of this wholethingy… I’m just, want to talk~ want to speak out what’s in my mind… hahahaha….

Chaosu~ 

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