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Thought of doing my work, but end up surfing the net. Listen to some sentimental music, suddenly thinks of many things. Many old memories is running in my mind.
I keep blaming myself why I do so many things majority I will feel regret of it. I really really hope that I can go back to the past and fix the unsatisfied decision. If I consider carefully will I still walk this path?
In my heart, there’s still a wound that haven recover. Or maybe is a phobia to me? I really don’ know, suddenly feel so undecided what should I do now …….
I felt like I always envy those people that can do things well, famous and get what they want. Felt like my life is so miserable. I can’t get the things that I want. I’m not attractive at all. I’m a big fat girl that doesn’t even know how to speak good English.  I do anything also won’t be success. Or maybe I’m just a zero confident girl that always wanted to do something BIG and WOW the people around me?
 People, I NEED ATTENTION!
No matter how hard I climb the wall, I’m still at the back on the people. Sometimes I also want to be No1.
Well, I think is another emo weekend to me.