"I don't wanna live with someone's speed
 I'm not the good girl I know
 I'm going to my way "

SCREW YOU OFF, APE ! 

SCREW YOU OFF for every unfair stuff !

and also the same,

Screw you off for SMARTCAT !

Seriously, I think I having the problem with obtuse
always clumsy and missed up somethings,
cant learn fast,
easy to get nervous,
lack of self-confidence, 
easy to get depressed,
never learn how to pries my colleague well,
never dress sexy, (opps, can I? )

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Actually, I love some of my colleagues :D
they willing to teach, and patience with me .

I think is quite lucky enough for me already,
at least I have some good colleagues with me ,
as I know some of my friends cant join their colleagues well during their internship.

erm, how it is? 
Sometimes sad, sometimes fun 
sometimes busy , sometimes free.

What I hate most of my job?
searching the file which MISSING IN MISSION ! DAMMIT! (who hide the files?!)

What I had learnt?
I found where is my problem and I should correct my weakness, and MOVE FORWARD !

Something to tell?
I am sorry guys, I cant learn fast or maybe obtuse that cause me cant help you guys much .

Last,

I swear I must success in my life.

(come on guys, success can be many meaning, why must be rich? )

心若改變，你的態度跟著改變；
態度改變，你的習慣跟著改變；
習慣改變，你的性格跟著改變；
性格改變，你的人生跟著改變。

                                                                         A-Ask and it will given to you
                                                                         S-Seek and you will find it                       
                                                                         K-Knock and the door will opened to you