I bet most of you would've already know about this term. 
Aneroxia Nervosa is an eating disorcer caused by inappropriate food restriction, fear of gaining weight or the thought of being fat all the time even people said that you're not at all. 

I went through my puberty at my really young age. I was only standard two and i remember there was one day i felt really uncomfortable around the breast area. 
Mom brought me to see a normal GP nearby our house and guess what? The doctor suggested an immediate surgery needed cz there's a lump inside my breast.
I cried when i heard that and i told my mom i'm not gonna do that! 
Parents were kinda worry and it was a Sunday. Most of the clinics were closed. 
Mom then drove me all the way up to my grandma house, which is quite far away from my house to the only one clinic that we heard was open. 
The doctor was a singh. And the doctor congratulated mom by saying it was not a tumor but your daughter is at the very beginning of her puberty stage now.
Phewwww thankgod!!! Or else i will only 1 boob you stupid idiot doctor!!!!! Our family never go back to that clinic anymore and the doctor is still operating until now zzz.
So, what's up with this stupid puberty story related to Aneroxia? No, don't get me wrong, i never had aneroxia but almost, almost if i continue feeling that way.
I was kinda fat compared to all the students in my school due to early puberty.
I was 157cm, 50kg when i was standard 5!!! IMAGINE HOW FAT WAS I!
Ya know i was really annoyed when my teach ALWAYS assign me to throw shot put FML
I'm never a confident person and i always go on diet. I care so much, so much on how other people look at me.

I lost 10kgs in around 3 months twice in my life and this is the reason why.

I remember i was eating maybe 2 eggs & 1 bowl of instant mushroom soup only each day. 
There're a few stages involved. Normally it goes from people go on diet because they don't feel good about their look, then they lost a lot of weight and people start complimenting them that they're prettier now and then they became very strict on food intake due to fear of gaining weight and back to old days again. They will start starving themselves even more then before and whenever they look at the mirror they feel good on each kg that they lost. This will remain for a certain period of time and they started to eat lesser and lesser and eating nothing everyday. Only a little bit of water. 

My cycle went up to only having a small bowl of cereal for the brunch and maybe 2 sausages or nothing at all at night. 
I was really skinny and i felt really good when people said that I lost weight. Even though there's a lot of times where people do complained that i  look sick and weak. Bt I don't care cz i wanted to be skinny and i want to fit in all those S size pants which i never did throughout my 20 years of living as a person. LOL
Another side effect on going strict diet is mood swing. I tend to have very bad mood almost everyday when i was skinny. 
I started eating back and eating like a normal person 6 months ago when i first started my current relationship. 
I've never been that happy before!!! But of course, i gained about 4-5kgs and i'm focusing on healthy lifestyle instead of strict diet right now. 
The ideal weight wouldn't maintain if we go on strict diet drastically. It will definitely bounce back one day when you feel good about food again.
My focus right now is to dance and gym as much as i can & eat eat eat eat. Eat healthily of course. Don't starve yourself and don't count the stupid calories! 
I did that and my life was suck! Cz nothing i can really eat and when i think of the hours that i need to be on treadmill i will not eat that freaking super yummy Ree's peanut butter cup!

Eat up people! IF you're like who doesn't like your own body shape, eat up and workout!
Here're some videos that i used to dance!
 
 

 
OR you can join dance classes if Gym is just not a very good choice for you.
There's a lot of dance schools in everywhere but these are the ones that i go for now.
Talent Hub - Hip hop, contemporary dance, latin, burlesque etc
http://www.talenthub.com.my/
Viva vertical - Pole dance, burlesque, yoga
http://vivavertical.my/
 
SHAKE YOUR BUTT OFF LADIES!