I was ok in the past few months but i don't know why....all the negative energy produced by my own self is driving me crazy now.... FYI, i'm facing weight gain again....and i've been dealing with weight issues for such a long time! I've never been lower than 55kg ever since standard 5! Ya know it's really hard to maintain my weight. I'm so scared that i will be back like last time. I'm already lack of confident and appearance mean so much to me!

I always dreamed and wanted to be a model but how the hell this is going to happen when i'm so fucking fat?! I know people will never accept me as model and that's also one of the reasons why i started Twenty3. IF no ones gonna hire me, i'll hire myself wtf. Sounds lame but honestly, it's true.

So sorry that the positive Sherlyn is gone by now. She's stressed up with life and her weight issues and she can't think of doing anything but ranting here instead.

Ya know...ever since i started this business...there're so many people out there telling me that no...i'm in the wrong market...i'm doing the wrong thing...it's so competitive now...

And yes I FEEL IT! I know but i can't step back right now! I've spent so much effort building it! This journey is tough but it's something that i love doing and i want to make it big! But sometimes reality is reality. I don't want to fall because of the "reality" the created by others....i want to create my own "reality"!

I still believe there's nothing that we can't achieve if we work hard enough and never give up!

Even though this journey is tough but i never thought of giving up! I will find ways to achieve it!
My bro tried 7-10 years in order to build his singing career. I must always remember that & i just started this journey and if he can do it, i'll definitely can do it too!

ok i feel much better now after ranting about all this! I need to refresh my life or else i'm gonna go crazy!

This top was completely sold out once we put it up on sale. It's not restockable by now but rest assured that we will try our best to source the same or similar piece back to Twenty3!

Another massive update tonight at www.twenty3.my ! We have new in for swimwear too! Polka dots, french maid & our favourite american flag monokini! :)