I'm sorry to myself and also ya all for not updating this space as frequent as I wish.
Life is finally quite stable lately. I had great brunches, I went gym, I met my besties, I watched my favourite entertainmdent show, I called my parents more frequent as usual, I had good sleep. Life is good so far. 
No doubt that there're challenges almost every single day but I'm glad that I'm able to manage it in a much better way! 
I no longer blame myself for everything that doesn't turn out good. I started to appreciate myself more than ever. I feel really really good.
I'm not sure why a sudden change. Maybe I've grown up to another stage of life. 
And I realized that I don't like spending money at all now. It's like nothing worth spending except for travelling. I still want to buy myself a pair of Chanel earrings though. That's how much I love Chanel. But I don't really want to own it. Maybe it's just this stage like a lot of people said so.
If you follow my instagram, @sherlyntanhuilin , you should probably know that me and him just celebrated our first year anniversary! 
It's amazing and I still can't believe that we've been together for one year! I can still remember very clearly the moment he flew himself to SG to find when he knew that I was alone while I was having a singing competition in SG. My best friend couldn't make it last minute. He bought the ticket last minute and flew all the way to SG.
We went universal studio and honestly, my heart was still hurt from my past relationship. I thought I should do something challenging enough so that I can break through my own circle and remind myself that there's nothing can beat me down! 
So...we went for roller coaster right...
I stoned after the first ride and Barry kinda freaked out cz I didn't say a word. Je suggested to go for another round. *wtf right!* 
We went for another round and this time I'm able to open my eyes! But couldn't shout still cz I'm still freaked out like hell! 
And then we went for the third time! And this time, I totally enjoy the ride and shouted so loudly throughout the whole journey! 
He was sitting beside me and and and...I was secretly hoping that he will hold my hand! 
*and he did...I guess...I forgot...wtf*
This guy changed my life ever since I met him! 
He's a super calm guy with low egos. 
My perception towards how a life should be changed quite a lot ever since I met him.
I learned from him that there's nothing in this world can beat us down as long as we find the solution for it.
I learned from him that we should love ourselves more and be strong with our own view. 
Sometimes, we got affected by what ppl said. But what ppl said doesn't really mean anything cz everyone has their own judgement on everything. 
I learned from him that we can always,  always,  always choose the life that we want! 
I've learned so much from him that I can't possibly list down every single thing here. 
And because of this,  I want to return him by being a great great gf! *need more practice still wtf* 
Ok I know I should end this post with some pictures and etc but they're not with me right now.  Will edit this post again once I have time. 

Xoxo, 
Sherlyn