i was shock
so shock

two days before
yk told me her dad ve been hospitalized
tat night she said the condition is stable
they trying to call uncle back and they did it
his heart beat back to normal

one day before
they waiting for the heart beat to be stable
and to continue the next operation
at night
she said
heart beat drop till 40

today
12.36
i receive message
" my daddy. He gone"
tears fill my eyes straight away
i feel loss

i called her
and
she was crying to me
till she cant talk
i trying my best to hold back my tears
coz i dun wan her to be more upset

she said
" i saw his heart beat drop from 40 till 0"
i was stun
first time
i dunno wat should i say to her

i heard her mum shouting behind
" she is only 18, how can u leave"
her brother consoling her mother

i really speechless this time
straight away burst into tears when hang up the phone
coz qian keep telling me cant cry in front of her
i gotta be strong
so
i can console her
in fact
i dunno wat should i said to console her
i dunno what should i do

heart pain
that's wat i can feel

why sad things alwaays happen here and there?
i juz feel the bless from the wedding
and
now it's driving me down straight to the hell

but
i wanna say this

yk,
u gotta be tough
u must be tough
people come and people go
it's destined and fated

u should be proud tat u are once uncle's daughter
he will be proud of you, i sure

u will never be alone
u will alwaz have all of us who really love u by ur side
ur mum , ur bros, ur sis
cherish wat u have now

dun cry in front of ur dad
let him know u are tough and he can rest in peace
he wont wan u all to sad

uncle,
rest in peace
and
i believe
all of them gonna make u proud!