Suppose to be happy today
mid term is over and had wondeful supper with classmates
but tat the end

wat the hell

emo virus spread to me
again
aaarrrggghhh

another night
which i hope tat u will be by my side
and yeah
ironically
i am getting same answer
u are not here

i need someone to talk to
i need someone to vent to
i need someone to rely on

u slept

and i was to find the answers all by myself

glad tat i still can share with my darlingss
qian, amanda
and good frenz nazran to talk to
thanx

365 days
3/4 of my life is at melaka
3/4 of my time not with you

every problem i met
every things tat came to me
they shared with me
and acc me through tis
and i wonder
if is tat case
why dun u juz be my good fren ?
except for saying i love you and stuff
everything u did
a good fren can do it too
how sarcastic it is

emphasis : i juz wonder

i keep away my phone
and vent it out all to nazran
coz
i know i will do something harsh if i didnt do so

i got a cruel and stupid idea
if
i said IF
if i juz dissappear from u
change away all my numbers
will u able to find me?

if i juz vanish from u
wat ll u do?

u said i dunno how important i am to you
well
u will never know how important u are to me

aaarrrggghhhh
if i said i didnt cry
will anyone believe?

i am not brave at all
can i not to take it all alone?