I still can't get over the loss of you, my dear mei mei...
You must be very curious about what i've done 2day don't you ?

6th March Morning 10.25am.
My Msn received the message.
I was in still in the Campus listen to the lecture and then head for Sushi King for lunch.

Got back home Saw the message.
Stunned .
Calmly ask my housemate get out of my room. ( They like Rolling n sleeping on my bed since the departure of you know who )
Closed the door and locked it gently.

and

Burst into tears.

while chatting with Sam.
To be exact should be Consoling Each other..

You must be very curious about what are our conversation about ?
One is your dear kor kor, Another one is your Ex bf..
Secret. Dont tell you =P

Play the sad song loud,
I lie on bed with tears non-stop coming out from my eyes.
Been some time i never cry... Once cry can't stop sia ... haha...
At last..
Cry till tired and fall asleep.

Woke up.
It's already evening.
Pillow still wet. Look into mirror my eyes are so red.
Oops... i almost forgot i still got an outing and a class to attend.
Seriously no mood to go out.
But a promise is a promise. Haiz...

Reached home at 3am+
I try my best not to show my Sad and gloomy face throughout the outing.
Back in my room. Feel like to cry again lol. Useless sia.. haha..

" Ting yi ? "
" yes i am. "
" Erm... about your last operation... We have a report. "
" huh ? Report ? "
" Ya. Cancer report... Congrats, you..... "
" ....... "
" Then when you would like to have your next Operation ? "
" what ? still have ? i thought that one is last ??? "
" hahaha.... Afraid already ? "

This young lady doctor felt my fear.

" So.... i give you 12 months to consider. In this one year time when you felt yourself are ready you can call me anytime to book appointment for operation. "
" ..... "

This was the conversation between me and Doctor when i back to hometown last week.
Intend to tell you but no more chance edy.

But nevermind my dear, tell me your lucky number thru dreams okay ?
I choose that day to meet you in heaven. ^^ haha.

O ya... Rmb to tell me the coordinates of where you are...
I scared i lost in there.

It's not a farewell but a See you later, by nik ~