I did mention in my previous post that, I will be selling tidbits and all for 3 weeks…
Well, this is the starting of week 2~
I can’t believe this, I break into total emotional this morning~ well, maybe I should rephrase this, I mean yesterday morning. When I told my leader for club about something that happened yesterday, he told me to overcome it and all… Well, what he said didn’t really enter my minds… Frankly, I was totally emotional at that time.
It is not about him, not about my division, not about my business management project, not my coursework, not my personal issue or anything by itself… It is when everything adds up, and it is like a huge snowball… It started out to be small, as it rolls, it gather more ice and of course strength. I told my friend that Stressed is just Desserts if you could reverse it… It is way too easy to say it than to do it. I admit it was a mistake, a mistake of me being emotional, carried away by my feelings at that time. Passing out my sincere apologies here to my dear leader Iu Lung.
Well, after all, there aren’t any problems that don’t come with a solution. God won’t create problems for us if there aren’t any solutions. The solutions are just there, it is our decision on how to make it happen and solve all problems and difficulties…
Besides that, I would like to mention here that, yesterday marks the end of IMD, somehow, it was the last event. I would personally like to thank everyone that have guide me, help me, encourage me and have believe in me. I have learnt a lot, and still in the process of learning to be a better follower, leader, organizer, and of course to be a better person in general.
I can still remember the 1st contact of me and CLS. It was registration week. I don’t really have any friends or so… I was in a terrible homesick situation… I made up my mind to join Orientation camp. The day before entering the camp, I received a call from my parents, saying that my foster mother’s dad passed away. That old uncle was like a grandfather to me. I wanted to go back to pay my last respect, but alas, both my parents and my foster family said no and asked me to stay put in Melacca. I was sad. I cried, sitting in front of my PC, and cried for like an hour. Ended up, I decided to proceed with my plans, as it is better to be at the camp than to stay at hostel and bear the sadness all by myself. There marks the starting point. I made the move, despite of what happen to me that time.
Follow by that, I applied to join Information Media Division (IMD), I can say it right now, it was a right choice. I undergo challenge, difficulties and a lot of stressed as I was given the responsible to take care of a editing group. Throughout the process, I had learnt a lot, I learn to be more independent, responsible, caring, control my emotional and of course to learn the technique of handling things.
Life isn’t gotta be any easier following with our path. The complexity will increase as we proceed with the journey call life. We have to learn to accept it and overcome it. At the same time, we need to enjoy the process of growing up…
It is late~ I better get going, however, if my mood is back, I shall be back~ wahaha~