Its my 2nd day at home for my mid-semester-break.

I am bored.

Spent whole night last night searching games for me Nokia E66 because I got nothing better to surf. In the end I realized I didnt bring back my USB-data-transfer cable for my phone. What turf.

This morning, well, watched Gundam 00 season 2 episode 24, which I believed is the last episode before finale. Had a little nap before mom called me to tapao lunch. Spent my afternoon re-watching Yes Man that I downloaded found before going for my nap, again. After dinner I watched TV, read bit of Reader Digest, TV again from 10pm to 12am and here I am writing.

Innovator-ize Setsuna from Gundam 00

Seriously, life at home is very relaxing because when I have nothing to do I will just read or sleep.

Still, I am bored.

I am bored because my beloved PC is not here with me that I couldnt do many things, for example, DOTA. LOL.

I am bored because even-though I know I have an assignment to hand up on Monday, I havent even start solving due to my laziness, not to mention there's another midterm coming on Thursday.

Life is going to be a little bit hectic-er after this week because out of 6 lab-sessions, 5 are after mid-semester-break. What the hell is wrong with having a surname starting with Y, you ask?

Looking forward to watch Fast and Furious 4 even-though I literally never watch the The Fast and The Furious nor 2 Fast 2 Furious. I watched Tokyo Drift before but I read that it is not really related to the original storyline though. I will be downloading looking for all 3 previous sequels and hopefully they will be done before I go back to Malacca.

Looking forward to watch The Unborn too, whether in cinema or at home. Its horror. I like watching horror because I like to watch Kuang scream. I also like to admire how they create the effects for the blood, gore or anything else. See how they make chopping body or twisted body-parts looks so realistic, its a wonder how technology can be so.. techie. This admiration apply to not just horror but anything that you see and make you feel like you are seeing real stuff.

After thinking for some-while last week, I have decided to pursue with *that* direction. I have missed it once and I might not be able to get what I want walking down this path again but I will give myself no regret this time. A friend told me 'lesson learnt' but also agreed that I am just so unfortunate. In fact, a lot of friends agreed with the unfortunate part.

Something just crossed my mind. I have been living for 20 years, going to be 21 in like 7 months more. What would it be 20 years later? 40 years later? And if possible, 60 years later? Gonna give some thought to what I wanna be or what I wanna do.