i'm a smart woman, too smart, to the extend that i dont know how to act.
they said, women shouldn't be that smart,
pretended to be weak and people will sympathy on you.
oh, really?

Maybe.
Is that a lesson that I must learnt?
Learn to cry when shits happen?
Learn to be weak
Learn to accuse
or
Learn to be a BITCH?

Never knew that bitches do exist until today, when shits happened.
If I could, I would threw out hundreds and thousands of vulga on her.
I just can’t do it right eh?
Or more politely, I won’t want to break my principle because of a bitch.

So many lessons learnt today.
And I paid to learn, With some tears and acting.
It’s tiring when I have to pretend that everything is fine, and hold back my tears in front of people.
The feeling sucks.

I should flunk all my tests maybe?
Oh bitch, is that what you want huh?
or maybe, i should never be smart in exam.

making effort to study hard, and at the end,
people went around and say i copied hers. just because i got the highest marks?
WT*.
i never even look at you, and tell me how to copy your answer when we are doing different question?

i know i shouldn't get piss with this woman, coz that's her f-ing personality, creating stories and everyone knows about it.
BUT
i hate it!
and i know i can never shout at her, because at the end, i will be the one that is wrong in bullying weaker people.

fish
urban
candy
kangaroo

too many shits happened.
too many of them.

I am strong when I am weak.
I don’t know when I am going to be fracture, torn and scatter. But I know it is on its way coming to me. It’s yet to come.
I’m a girl, with hearts, sensitive and fragile inside.

I need breeze.
I need ice-cream.
I need air.
I need hugs.
I need my daddy and mummy.
I need you.

Sorry for not telling you if you are reading this, I don’t want you to worry. And I promised I’m going to be okay.

I am going to shine again, soon.
For the sake of those who love me.

Love me?
Then tell me I am going to be fine.