People asked me why I would waste my engineering knowledge by doing something that has no relation with my field at all.

I told them I'm looking at the fusion of engineering and business.
One day I would venture a business that would use the business and engineering knowledge intensively to create a real huge value.

But of course, that's a vision too far away.

So now I'm back to the harsh reality I'm facing, and I'm taking the challenge to solve my own business's problem.

I have a sounded plan.
It's a big leap to the future.

忽然恍然大悟。

我无法用言语形容我现在所领悟的事情。

但是我很确定的是，我的心，自由了。

这一种自由，将会让我创造更美好的事情，将会让我无牵无挂地迎接挑战，将会让我面对挫折时感到更少的沮丧。

钱，够吃就好。
紧紧抱着它，只会让自己的人生失去更多的机会。

I think I have just made the first mistake.

I once told myself that one should never get his emotion involved with the investment he makes.
And I have been emotionally attached to Tata.

So now, I'm going to pull away my emotion.

Yes, it's just a game.
Take up the challenge and conquer it.

I have nothing to lose.

I met a terrible person today.
He thought he can make use of me and crash me later.

I wont give him face the next time.
Fuck off.

If studying Electromagnetics will make me writing Special Relativity and General Relativity I would do so.

But fuck, I need a cert.

So be it.
Even though I'm not becoming the next Einstein, I gotta stuck my head into it.

Oh wait, I think it's the other way round, I gotta let EM stuck into my head.

Oh shit, I'm confused.

p/s:
Alright, it should be a relative motion.
Maxwell's equation has showed a hint.

It's like a student who has scored an A, I demand for an A+ now.

My parents are delighted by my result.
I have given them something too far beyond their expectation.
And I have given them hope.

There is one more week for me to go.
I need my luck to shine the same way it has shined for the passed three weeks.

I just have to keep the momentum going, and I can hit the A+ scoreline.

There's a complicated feeling inside me.
But I'm very sure of one thing, I've lived out my life.

I can sleep very less and still be happy on the next day even though I will make a lot of mistakes.
But I will be very unhappy if I'm forced to stay up at late night for reason that I don't like it.

I realize that it's all about attitude.
How do you see the same outcome of life in a different way.

Sometime we just have to find a way to change the way we think and we feel about something to make us happy.
It's important because when we're happy to do something, we can perform better.

This is one hard skill that I myself haven't mastered.

I think it's possible to make a browser that sucks the connection as powerful as ppstream.
But it might not be lawful.
Or maybe it's the reason that such browser is never made.

I tended to understand more about network, connections and security threat today.

I'm thinking of how cloud computing is going to change our life.
I'm also thinking about the risk behind it.

What will happen when we have all our information stored in cloud and get stolen or corrupted?

Go google.com and you should see a pac man game in the middle.

It's coded in pure javascript and html.

A revolution is coming.

Everyday, I face people who earn their money in a real hard way.

I feel painful to see their expression when they take their money from their pockets.

Everyday I remind myself that we're all lucky people.
We have choices in life.
Many people don't and this changes me a lot.

From then on, it's no longer about whether I have money to buy something.
It's about whether that particular something is real worth for me to spend on or that particular something is a good bet for a greater return in future.