I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this

第一夜 食指

朋友一邊抽著煙一邊神秘的豎起他的食指給我看。“看，每個人的食指都代表著人的貪婪，因為吃的欲望是人類最基本和最原始的欲望。知道為什么叫食指么？因為古人說一旦看見好吃的東西食指就會跳動，不是有句成語叫｀食指大動＇么？我現在就告訴你一個關于食指的故事。”說著，他把香煙熄滅，開始敘述這個故事。

As what i had promised last month, i will upload some myterious story twice per week, start from november. really have a lot to share, but i got no mood to write it out, for this moment. so plan to postpone to few days later. a busy semester..

wish = pass through all matters smoothly

It is so irritating these few days. Just because of my thinking and hands, wish to switch the computer on and blogging. *ish*

Finally i can blog, the first thing i want to write, of course, is about my besty's birthday. It had been so long time i planned for it, hard to plan it too. @,@"

U know what.. i fall for ur attire today. U are wearing so smart.. I was like, cant control my eyes to look at u.. but the pity thing is, i just can look at u in a very very short time..

I'm wondering.. why do u always sit at the back but not in front anymore? I'm wondering, can u listen to what the lecturers had taught? cant sit at the back, it's bad for my studies.. I know that.. but why dont u?

I'm just very very loving ur attire today.. wish to see this style of u, everyday.. ^,^

feel so sad.. it's like having breathing difficulties.. heart is so hurt.. what a fragile heart am i having now.. i wish badly that my heart can be strengthen and wont break easily..

hmm.. today is the day to give answer.. but he didnt contact me yet.. so i'm waiting..

told my family about this thing yesterday night.. =.=

they were more excited than me.. i also dont understand why.. my dad analysed everything out..

so the main reason they thought about is, this is a distance love, hard to maintain.. -i had the same idea too-

whatever, he wont do anything probably.. so tell him also useless.. sigh.. i understood the reason, though it's hard to be accepted..

sigh.. today morning received a call from somebody, said that the party that will be held on sunday is cancelled. i sms to jessy to confirm about this, she gave me a reason : bbq party will make people get sick easily in this time..and no other plan can replace this party event..so cancelled.. -zha dou-

today is just busy sent pictures to friends~ took a lot of nice photos.. yesterday was an super memorable and enjoyable day for us, ji mui~ -lazy to upload photos dy.. >.< -

hmm.. i want to write this blog, though it has nothing for me to write about. think of these few weeks, what had i did? er.. probably nothing.
i had joined few clubs and societies. joined their sub-comm as well. hope that i can cope with these tasks. no choice, SAPS points are tempted..
as usual, busy with tutorials, assignments, quizzes and homework. @.@"
how badly i wish i'm working now. so that i wont have to face this kinda stupid things.

tomorrow will be a happy day to me. (hopefully)

it had been 2 months i didnt update my blog. i know it has nobody to read my blog. but for my own responsibility, i feel that i must update the blog. i treat it as my diary,although i didnt update it daily. but still, i want to write out my feelings. if not, i will be mad. whenever i want to share my feelings, i find no one to share with. it's embarrassed. i know.
it's ok. i think i will cope with this very well.