no one will know about my feelings now..
i guess i'm having something wrong..
if not why i will feel so so so "hang fuk"? it amazed me, when i felt blissful..
it was like, no matter how troublesome or stressful i am, in this world..
it doesnt matter already..
as long as the one who is right beside me, is u.. that's more than enough..
gosh.. i must be having fever.. that's why i am so blur now..
it's not a really good thing for me..
but everything came in a sudden.. my world is suddenly being brighten..
although it seems to be a bit crazy..

These few days are in a super relaxing mode.. because last few weeks were busy with the presentations.. business project.. damn stressful.. always in moody.. so i totally relaxed myself in these few days..

u know why am i saying like that? these are the evidences!!! what the hell!
firstly, today i am supposed to see the supplier which is the sixth time i had been found him.. but ended up he was not there!! damn!!! so angry! if he has supplied for another group then just inform us la? dont let us waiting and keep going to the place to find him ma.. any feel of responsibility also dont have! hate!

hah! we had done our social work today!!! hurray!!!(i feel like dancing around..)

haha.. i'm sweeping the leaves..

before this.. we had quite worried about it because of the approval problem.. we straight went there this morning, without receiving the approval letter from that particular charity organisation.. cool~

why everytime when i need u, u will not around?
i'm nearly fed up with this kinda situation.. everytime i need u to be with me, by my side, u will not around.. fated? if it is, i will have nothing to talk about it..
helpless.. u wont know that kinda feeling..
if u are not able to do that thing, just dont promise me. i dont want everytime after u promised me, but u cannot do it. it will just make me feel disappointed.it is not everytime that i am able to console myself by saying that u are really busy with ur stuffs..

haizz.. these few weeks busy with my stuffs..discussions..assignments.. i seem like had a lot of things to do but the thing is, i dont know what to do.. my brain is out of function..mayb i didnt get enough sleep. this tuesday, skip 2 classes.. the first class i skipped is because i wan to meet the supplier with my friend.. second class i skipped is because i wanted to register my course in beta level. our action had been noticed, and the lecturer cancelled off our attendance. i had made my friends in trouble. sorry, really vy sorry, i didnt know about this. teach u all becoming bad students.

我同意..有男女的地方,就会有爱出现..因为男生和女生是互相吸引的..
爱情,对绝大多数的人来说,是不可缺少的东西..他们可以没有钱,可以不要面子,但是爱情绝不能没有..
很遗憾的,爱情对于我,次于家人与金钱..换句话说,它不是什么不可缺少的东西..
你可以说我现实..我不介意..
或许应该说我自私吧?还是太理智?一旦那一段已经被我认定是不可能的爱情,我会以最快的速度抽身而起..长痛不如短痛..

sigh.. super moody.. many assignments.. have to find group members.. luckily most of them are 6 ppl in one group.. business project needs 12 ppl in one group.. last couple days i was so scare and panic.. my heart almost cant afford it..

i told u dy.. u dont believe it. now u see.. what's ur feeling now? sad? disappoint? frustrated? or feel like dying?
told u many many many times.. it had been a thousand times i told u, i remind u.. but at last? all are the same effect.. what for?
humans are not trustable! they are untrustable. how many times i need to remind u? keep trusting people.. keep giving people chances to hurt u.. then? heart break? is that vy meaningful
for u?

haha.. now only i realised that, actually, guys in love will be very stupid. somehow, they will do something considered stupid by girls. moreover, i think that girls will be very kesian, if they met this kinda guys. stupid guys..sigh.. (thanks meimei for telling me this. ^^)
so, i am thinking that, if continue like that, dont know when is my that gorgor will get a girlfriend. pretty worry about it.