If you're not a Singaporean, you must be wondering ' What PSLE? What the heck's she talking about? That weirdo.' But if you ARE a Singaporean and you do happen to have PSLE in the same year as me?

Done...everything was so damn f*cking done right now!
A damn nightmare for me,
why can't they think as a whole rather than hoping from others
relying is not the best solution or either the best way out
why not try and outstand yourself among the others
I am mad you know...so damn mad for this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What's the point of myself doing well for it ? I think for everyone
and do YOU think for me?

When I choose to walk away,

and escape from the truth...

You step in my life~

When I turned to you,

and tried to figure things out...

You walked away without any hesitations~

When I needed so much,

and seeking for support...

You will never know

cause I will never let you see through

my ♥

Here's some random post of mine that I am going post about myself. Not much grandma's story and the picture will tells you all about myself ^^ Enjoy it...revolution of Carmen

( when I was young~ NDC days )

Hot weather making me perspiring so much =____=
Class started on Tuesday and works on like usual for the lastime
and I think I gonna work harder for everything I want!
These few days, I'd been thinking the same thing that I thought I will never think about it
but, somehow rather
It do appears in my mind
and I am so going to mad about it~
Perhaps sometimes,
Not everything needed to be disclosed and
I will treasured it as one piece of my memories till the end of my life.

昨天 已成为过去
擦干眼泪 把它忘了
告诉自己这只不过是 人生的一种考验
我，
还有很长的路要走
也许 未来的考验会比这些来的严峻些
最近 浏览很多部落
看了很多照片
想了很多
突然，我
好想 尝试一次
单身潜逃
逃到一个没人认识我的地方
尝试一个人的旅行 一个人的生活
或许 我会看得更远
或许 这会改写我对人生的看法和远见
×××××××××××××××××××××
风 迎面而来

The moment I click
is
The moment I am disappointed with
I trusted it to fair to each and everyone
I always so that confidence with my own
I even thought that I can do better
But,
I found out that things seems to be the other way round
I always tell my mother that I don't care so much for it
but, I am upset this time
for the first time of my life and I feel like crying out loud for it
I am so disappointed with what I have now....
Perhaps, I should not be over confident
as I might get disappointed more~

今天 的天
有点阴 有点暗
心
也 跟着低沉了
最疼爱我的也是我最敬爱的 三姑丈逝世了
真的很怀念他
也很叹息为什么上次去的时候
没什么陪陪他老人家·····
刚刚
才知道 一位小学同学也走了
她是个乐天派的家伙
突然 很想念她
不知他们俩 在上面过得好吗·····
入土为安
我
会想你们的
也 爱着你们·
今天可以为他们 下场雨吗？

For your information, I am currently undergoing some hell training in my cousin's kindergarden in Cheng Perdana, Melaka.
So far it had been a hard time for me in the beginning cause they vomitted, pii, screaming and crying non-stop that makes me so tension. In the beginning, I am so nice for everyone without showing my true face la of cause but in the forth day, I show them some color and well, they stop crying in few seconds~ LOL...scary garang face sometimes is so useful la wei ^^

树，
开始
想念 叶子了～
但，
叶子，它
被风给缠上了
而，
树， 它
被一棵很大很大的树缠上了
该怎么办？
虽然 树 还 想念着 那早已离开的
叶子·······