I was reminded today that I am 22 while my friends around are either 23 or 24.
This stirred my mind for a while.

I was thinking what if the headmaster of my primary school did not give me a chance to get through my PTS.

Yes, I got 2B's at that time and I am not qualified for the jump.
But just because he wanted to round up the total number of PTS Qualified students from 28 to 30, he made an exception for me and Yi Lynn. (She got two B's too)

And then I was thinking again what if I have gone to MMU instead of Matriculation.

These just lead me to questions like these:

If I am 24 this year and still studying, would I not consider other alternatives of future?

Would I just settle down on something and not to risk my time anymore on greater uncertainties?

Or would Ng Wee Howe ever pick up a book and aim for a straight A's in another university life?

But I am not given a second chance to try on other scenarios.
Thinking of what-if scenarios is dangerous especially when you can't control it emotionally.

Yes, I know.
I am currently fruitless and have nothing to prove myself.
I might be on a wrong way but I am happy at what I am doing.

And I think that only when we are doing something we love to do, we can deliver a result which is far beyond ourselves.

So just, yeah..
This is going to be an interesting year for me.

So, everyone:
Happy Chinese New Year!!