One thing about my life is, I can't predict and plan it.

If I am doing engineering, I can tell that I am an engineer probably earning around RM4k 10 years later.
Although I'm unsure about which company and what position I'll be at, but at least I can tell that I will have a stable life.

I have trained my mind to be as random as it can be, so that I can react to the uncertainties in my life as fast as I can.

I don't go casinos simply because that I have a larger gamble to be focus at.
In a month soon, I will place the first bet in my life on a reality game.

I actually feel nervous about it.

So as new as I am to my life and as noobie as I am to the market, I guess I am not yet ready for it, but I will never be ready for it if I don't step into it now.

So every minute from now, I gotta think less and do more.
I gotta calm myself down and just play the game as something I have already played for long.

It is the first game of my life.
I will get addicted to it soon.