I know one day I will face this moment, when I finally settle down and have time to face myself.

All the emotion starts overflowing.

I didn't have time to prepare for this big change of my life, I didn't have the maturity yet to work like a superman now.

I only have 30 minutes a day to process the emotion.

It's not that I don't love what I'm doing.
It's that somehow I feel that I might really need some rest.

But I'll get over this soon when I adapt to my new life.
I will find the timing to rest, the timing to talk to myself, the timing to think and the timing to code the new plan.

This is just a matter of time.