Most of the time I use blogging to solidify my thinking, and to cheat myself into doing something that I don't have the confidence to do.

Yeah, law of attraction as you name it.

I have created some kind of principles or rules for myself to follow before I stepped out to the real world.

One of it is to always make the bet if the odd is on my side.

Yeah, it's always easier to say than to do.

I actually hesitated as I started to put in the opportunity cost and all the craps I might lose if I fail.

So somehow I guess I should practice the same ritual Steve Job practices everyday in the morning.

Yes, boy.
Forget about everything you have, forget about everything you might have in future.

It's all about the reason you exist in the world.

Why do you live?
And.
What are you bringing to the people?