Sometime
Sometime I forgot that I'm still 22 and I should enjoy my life as a post-time teenager.
Sometime when I see the girls opposite my store can just sit there and basically do nothing for the whole day, I wonder why I am feeding myself with a heavy load of information and knowledge everyday.
Sometime I wonder a lot, why do I start judging people by their level of education and outlook.
Sometime I forgot, we share most similarities in DNA and we don't really differ a lot from each other.
Sometime I'm scared, what if I can't hit this figure today?
Sometime I forgot, I would eventually hit the target everyday and keep going for a month.
Sometime I see into the bank accounts and feel numbed about the figures.
Sometime money is just a figure to me, I might want an iphone4, but I forced myself to abandon the need.
Today when I told my mum that I would want to put another RM 300 into the EPF, she turned and said,
"Enjoy your life. You might not live long enough to get the money back."
Sometime I'm afraid, one day I would lose my parents. The thought of it is unbearable.
Sometime, sometime.
I plug in my headphone, as the world has been reduced to the size of my heart.
Sometime there's something really matters to me, and that is the reason I live up to.



















