Only until lately I realize that I'm easily obsessed with something.

They call it passion but I can feel that it is not that simple.

I get very serious about life, relationship, writing, games, math, science, cars, codes, business, investment, football, badminton.
(Writing the above sentence by listing out all the things that I'm obsessed with has shown another obsession)

Most of the time I try to sharpen the words I use while communicating with others.
Every night I'll spend a long time thinking how I will do something differently.

Obsession is like a double edge sword.
It helps me achieve things that's previously unthinkable for me.

But if I'm thrown a complex problem, I will get myself stuck in the infinite looping until I find the answer.

Balancing myself has became a tough challenge.

Sometime I'm forced to stop myself.
I need to tell myself repeatedly that it's okay to loose grip on something or not to be good in something or simply slow down my tempo to enjoy the little moment in life.

Obsession has over driven myself lately to the brink of collapse.

Letting go is still the hardest thing to do.