After a long hiatus, I am going to roll this blog again. I think writing is a way to express yourself and eventually make you more creative. Although I started writing blog just to polish my English, I believe it brings more than what I want.

Called my father just now, but he didn't pick up the phone. Today is Friday, so he is supposed to be home since he moved to Alor Setar. So, I called my phone. My mami picked up the phone. She said my father's job transfer has been delayed for two weeks. So desuka. Chatted for awhile with my mother, talking about the possibility that my parents come to US to attend my graduation. I estimated the total amount will be around RM 15,000, since the air ticket alone will be RM 10,000. RM 10,000 is really not a small amount to my family. This money can be used on other way. Pray harder that I can win some money in Las Vegas this December.

Traveling in United State is a costly activity. Although you gain a lot from your traveling experience, but how it will benefit you? Yes, I went to Chicago, Washington, Florida and Illinois before. So, what did I benefit from those trips besides some blurred pictures that seldom come up in my mind. And for sure, I don't think I am going to travel anywhere after the two forthcoming trips to Toronto and Las Vegas. I need to save money for my future, I am not a rich and it is reality that stuck into my sleep recently.

When the time ticks away, I become more conscious that I only have 1.5 years left if I doesn't continue to higher studies. These few years, I have been living in a worry-less situation as I am getting scholarship and study in a good university. 3.5 years since I got this scholarship,but I didn't really appreciate it. Now the reality is approaching and I am getting more aware of my situation. I have to think about my future, what am I going to do when I graduate. What is my goals in my life?

I think about finding a engineering job in Malaysia. But, I am an extreme pessimistic person. If I doesn't work for government, I will think about where the company get the revenue from to pay me? How much should the company get every month to balance all its expenses. Don't doubt. This is indeed what I think when think about working in a private company.

I still have a midterm coming up in 8 hours. Will write more next time. Want to come up with new ideas again. =)

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