I don't know how many times I have this dream, but I dreamt about it at least 3-4 times.

I dream about myself studying in Form 6. With STPM looming, I need to prepare for the Math and Physics exam. However, I realized that I didn't really study the subjects. I was wondering in the dreamland, trying to figure out how am I going to face the STPM. Then, I woke up.

The fact is I never really studied Form 6 before.

-- Blek!!!=p --

Today is Friday. As always I was rushing my assignment last minute again(about 6 hours). I didn't think it will take me so much time that I chose to study for other subjects when I was working. And I couldn't finish, I don't know how to do it.

I heard about cancer since I was small, but it never really comes to my mind as it never happen to my close family before.

It seems like I am currently having bottlenecks in many things.

First of all, football. I went for the SEA soccer game. Unlike last time, I have plenty of time on the field this time. And, I did badly. Actually, I don't even know what was I doing during that time. It seems like most of the time, I was defending. Hardly have the time to think how to play on the field. Things were coming so quietly and so physically demanding. Maybe I am only suitable to play with those kids, who are probably grown up and able to kick my ass.

After a long hiatus, I am going to roll this blog again. I think writing is a way to express yourself and eventually make you more creative. Although I started writing blog just to polish my English, I believe it brings more than what I want.

I have been stopped playing game and stopped watching TVB series. I have plenty of time but still I didnt really study much. So, it should be the time that I make those sacrified time count.

-- Blek!!!=p --

I often make deal with god, praying the Almighty to give me something that I want.

So, on Friday I made a deal with Him again.

" God, please give me a chance to get the research for Spring and Summer if I am able to fulfill my study plan for this weekend. Else, I wont grudge even if I didnt get."

Currently: Monday 1.20 am

I guess I wont moan anything if I didnt get the research.

I failed myself again.

-- Blek!!!=p --

I finished my lab just now and met with my EECS 270 friend. He looked happy. I didn't take long to find out that he managed to get an award from CS department. I am very happy with him as I know he is smart and hardworking. But I cant stop myself from jealousing him. I can still remember the day when three of us, Richard, Hajoon and me discussing homeworks for EECS 270. And now he is going to graduate soon.

I was very happy on Friday as finally I managed to clean up all the junk inside my laptop hard drive. Thanks to the help of Yahoo!Answer. I ran diskclean up just now and it went out without shutting down my laptop. I wonder if I can start playing games again but I will not try it out until the end of this semester.

I have been trying to study. But I ended up doing other things. I hate myself not able to concentrate to my studies.I read Eujine's blog and wondering if I have a short concentrating span as well.

Lalala.

-- Blek!!!=p --

So, I have decided to dedicate a post for my midterm 1. Below are my midterm result:

EECS 216 - 73% AVG: 76%
EECS 230 - 51/60 AVG: 45/60
EECS 320 - 65/80 AVG: 66/80 or 68/80
PHYSICS 340 - 75% AVG: 75%

So, basically my score is above average, which is B-. But considering the effort that I put in to take the exam, I am satified with it.

Hopefully I will work harder next midterm. Mama said dont want average wor. Lalala

-- Blek!!!=p --