I am totally lost again..sigh man.. I thought it would be an easy task for me, but it never happens to be~ I think I am in some sort of dilemma, sick of academic stuff right now!

I got no idea where to go for industrial training, I really don't know where! I try to get off from malacca to be more independent and gain some experience in more challengable world, but why there is so many difficulty for me? why? The company that I wanted so much tends to be not in the list anymore as there were some time duration problem ~ is so messy right now, my mind is totally full of all these trash! Oh gosshh~~~ driving me mad sia..

Plus, after these tiring trimester, there comes my final year and so as the FYP! Damn it man, alot of trouble coming here and there....need to find supervisor for it and choose topic la, blablablabla~ I really wonder why I can't just graduate like that without all the FYP and so. Can't I choose to live in easy way? I JUST CAN'T!

Everything is in a mess now, consumer fair to be success, assignments to be done ASAP! God, I need your guidance ~