Don't smack your head and think over my title here~

Is just too many perhaps in my life~Afterall, I am figuring out whether I am in the right track till now and whether I am doing what I should right now? Or should I treat others much better then before? Or should I be mean towards elseone ? Or even should I treat myself better than everything that I concerned about here?

I hate upon all these typical matters now. Everthing happen to be blend together now~I am just too not enough time and not enough brain capacity to fit in these freaky problems. =___=

There's something I wanna say over here for once, ever. If you know who you are, just read it and try to understand what I really mean and what I really want it to be afterall. Please bear in mind that I did not purposely post it here but I think there is a need for me to make things clear.

First, I never think of keeping a distance from you and yet I am always aware of what's going on around. I don't know what to say anymore, I thought things move well and it will soon be okay for everyone and why everytime I step front and things gone worst? If you have got a question upon my act, please let me know through msn or even sms. Why can't you do something else instead of waiting in the same point and think something differently from me? Why? why? Till now, I still don't know what the hell can I do for everything....I always convince myself that things getting better but I think I am wrong ...

Second, were we still meant to be friend? or it's over long time ago? if yes, then just ignore all those craps there, but I will continue writing here. There's one thing I want you to know, you are who you born to be...and you change, till I can't even tell myself that is the one I knew from past. Perhaps you are trying to prove soemthing or nothing, or perhaps it is a good try, God knows better than everyone on earth.

Thirdly, I do hope that everything can be resolve asap and I relaly hope that you can just tell me directly if you feel anything wrong instead of guessing your on there....getting alone is never a good thing to be on, and don't ever keep everything to yourself. Perhaps you should tell it out to somebody else..perhaps me? If there's still some trust left over thr distances~

Last, I really hope that you have put down what really doubted you, perhaps till now there's somthing left over............live for yourself and not someone else.

That's all I really wanna say here. I do hope that you are able to read this and think about what I trying to expressed here, be positive k....

There's just too many perhaps in our life, and guessing around here and there~ I always wanted to ask and tell everything clearly but I think I can't as I know that you will surely block your mind up and have other thoughts running here and there in your mind.

Perhaps, I am the one who think too much over this. Perhaps you people know also.....

"Perhaps....I..."