It's been sometimes since the last post over here. It's not because of I don't have time but I don't know what to post once I stared at my blog. Indeed, I just got alot of stuff bothering me and spinning inside my mind. It's kinda irritating and I hate the way I being now. I think all gals tend to be EMO easily? That's why my blog title named "EMO must die". I hate in emo-ing myself, and I tried not to emo everytime but it works sometimes only, not everytime. It's so suffering when you emo and I just gotta force myself to forget about it and cheer myself up.
Time flies and here comes the JULY. The surroundings just non-stopping keeping its pace with the time. No doubt as we just gotta move on with whatever means to keep the same byte. People surrounded us just playing their roles within the period they get together, so do I ...but I think that I might not ready in handling some other matters with my own or my friends. No matter what, I still got my mask to cover up for me and hide everything I am afraid of to be disclosed. It can just help me to pretend when I am infront of my boss and listened to all his "speech", and how I dislike his cunning side. Arhh..I just hate it ~
Do you notice something in my blog? It's that I often wrote about my negative feelings which included emo, down, and sad plus some celebration of it if I intends to post also. Perhaps I blame too much for whatever I faced and not learning to appreciating them? I am trying not to blame but appreciate everything...Just give me some times to overcome this~
So, lets review my journey so far..Training life was so okay with those colleagues around to gossip-ing and breakfast-ing in the office, it was damn fun but sometimes the boss was irritating and blaming too much. Fine, forget about the boss then. Let's review on the bright side, ji muis had a gathering for the july's baby gals in old town, dataran. But, the saddest part is that one of the baby gal can't make it there, 21st birthday without us..how sad~(shall post some photos later).
*the OLD TOWN white coffee, Dataran Pahlawan*
*Kolot and Me*
*It's me*
*The 21st birthday cake and the gals for the days*
* 7 ji muis *
* though the cake is pretty with the flower beside, but do u notice the #!@!..haha
Well, I always have my own way to date the baby gal out as she is my besties till now. Therefore, we had our gossip time last friday at station one cafe as I buy her two slice of secret's cake together with the presents from 4 of us. We did had a great time there with alots of things to share and laugh with. It's been a while for just two of us to laugh that way....I miss the time pretty much and I cherrished the time we spent in school time together with the others. Hopefully, after 10 years, 20 years, 30 years....we still can gather up this way.
Oh! There's an interesting and I can't wait the day to come now. So damn excited !!!! Audrey and me planned to go KL on next saturday to meet the others up plus it was our first time outing in KL with the chics. Can't wait! Can't wait...nobody gonna ffk, nor the driver...XD
Hmm, I think I shall stop here. Between, F-Y-P just killing me but hopefully I can just do it like NIKE~^^