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Thinking about......

LIFE IS AMAZING!

Thinking about......

LIFE IS AMAZING!

After our official job is done, we suddenly had an idea to visit YMCA since some of our group members, including me myself have not visited YMCA before..

Actually Jun Ing planned to bring me there before I leave Sibu..

So this was a win-win situation!

The entrance fees was Rm2 if not mistaken..

It was a rundown place I would say.. Maybe of the expensive entrance fees..

It seems like it's been a while I didnt update my blog. but it's so not true :p  I actually updated my blog with a post relating with my studies & friends I'd met in ELS; somehow, the infamous Blogger service issue encountered some troubles and I didnt get my backup or copy back :(

However, I should really look ahead and reveal a lil unsaids :p

First of all, the Bersih rally

人生就是充滿一堆的挑戰
有著一些煩人的事…
明明就不想去面對，
卻沒有逃避的理由～

為什麼人就得往前看！
就不能活在過去！！
如果人可以活在過去，
就算未來再好，我甘願不要～
過去再煩，總是有人與你分擔
未來卻充滿很多未知的【煩惱】～
我就是那個只活在過去的人，
我就是不想去那充滿未知數的未來…

遇到不順心的事情
總是一個人默默去面對，
不是因為沒有朋友

一月：與 CL2 檳城之旅。 迫切小語： 太久沒有更新，差點忘了部落格的存在。

最近睡眠状态不太好……好久才能入睡。

每每爬上床躺下，是不是周围都暗下来了、静下来了，脑子就开始活动了？竟意外地是思路分明…不，该说是机械式地，从这个到那个地，不由自主地，思考是一个一个句子式地在脑里出现，而不是如正常思考般…是经过综合感情、学识和经验复杂的演算后自主得出的结论。

This half year I've done nothing. The only thing I'm proud of is - I passed my UC training.
People moving forward but seems like - I'm not. I'm refuse to move forward because I don't feel safe enough. When only I can have my own time to do my own work? These days is the toughest day of mine, the only motivation is actually from a good old friend.
Heard from a friend, you should feel lucky if you manage to wake up tomorrow. Not everyone have the chance actually.