As title. Don't kill my confidence.

Believe it or not, I am still the one you first knew.

Believe it or not, life does go on after rejects and failure.

Believe it or not, if you need me I'll always by your side.

Even if you don't believe, this is the truth and it'll last for quite some time.

原來是我自己想的太多，昨天和三年半前的感覺一樣。同樣的位置，同樣的人，同樣的痛。唯一的分別就是我不會再去解釋，去挽回。

It's time for me to move outside my comfort zone, decided to resign from my current job yesterday. All done except the signature part.

Admitted hospital for the first time to do the MRI scan of my back. It's already 3 months the pain still strikes me on and off, usually after running. Time for me to start thinking of swimming instead running or maybe I shall go for ironman.

Working like cows is what 80's babies doing now. Doing it really hard, but seems likes the bosses nowadays are really lame and lousy, they refuse to acknowledge the work of their subordinates. How lame is it!

This is why 80's are thinking out of the box and start doing things differently just to make a change of their life. Office is sure a good place to stay if you wanted a secure job and you must remember you are paid to do whatever you doing. You must not do this and that!

有一種感動，叫心動

不知道它怎麼來，沒有原因。

有一種痛，叫心痛

會在某些時候隱隱作痛。

有一種愛，叫放手

因為心動，因為痛。

What you did last week Saturday?

I've complete my 1st International Hash Challenge with 42km distance!

The story started when a stupid fellow registered for this event with early bird registration fee RM150(non transferable) at the end of October 2012. Then the training started at Nov 2012, after few hikes to Gunung Nuang and 2 hikes to Gunung Kutu,

为什么？ 

但是又有几个问题会有答案呢？这答案理由有多少个是对的呢？所以，失败过的人想的东西往往跟平常人都不一样（都带着最坏的打算）。因为他们常常都会在保护自己，不要让自己有所谓的“伤害”和“遗憾”，结果让自己失去更多。

结果留下的还只是一堆……遗憾！

曾经以前跟你很接近,
但发觉其实我只是你的避风港.
当船只避完风后,
我们已经没有任何关系,
船只总要出航.

感觉上，在中学时期是最简单的，没有任何的勾心斗角的事。在学长团的日子里，很多事情都可以找人倾诉，就算一个很普通的朋友都会看得出我的心情。现在，就算心情不好却什么也做不了，就算不喜欢的都要硬着头皮的坦然接受。