I woke up in the morning today, looked into the mirror and said to myself:

"If I can close one deal today, I will call myself a hero."

I did it.

话说今天是五月一日劳动节，老爸没有工作、老妹没有补习。所以自两个星期前，他们就开始打算这天到哪儿去逛逛、怎么消耗难得的假日。可这么一天真正来临时，大家都没了主意，最后听取了老妈的提议——到槟岛的 Prangin Mall （也就是俗称的“新光大”？）的戏院去看阿牛执导主演的《初恋红豆冰》。到达时只差半个小时就要播映了，奇迹地（会吗？）在短时间内买到票，还得等进场呢。

It's the final countdown!
1 more day to final!
jiayoujiayoujiayou!

* PCK: Hey, Iron man also need a break lah.
ps. Happy Labour Day. And Happy Birthday to KaH MuN.

时间嘀嗒嘀嗒的过…
促进了日子一天一天的走~
一星期的学习周就这样的过去~
问我温习了吗？
我说没有~因为我就是好玩…

五月！
我最害怕的五月始终来临了…
考试杀到了~
我什么都没准备……
与其懦弱的区逃避！
为何我不无惧的区面对呢？！
相信。可能
只要相信就有可能！

今天，我遇见了一个对自己钟爱的兴趣有无比热情的人。

他的热情影响了我，让我忽然看见了光芒与色彩。

或许他并不是一个很好的画家，但我仍然选择相信他。
只因为我们都拥有了共鸣，那是一种生命的执着与热忱，也是我的哲学里最重要的基础。

这是堂很宝贵的课。

虚伪，背叛，怀疑。 所有人性丑恶的一面。
看透了，看很透很透。
同时也伤我很重很重。

很想一觉醒来什么都没有，什么都只是个梦。
偏偏事实的残酷，我总得面对。

曾经掏心掏肺为你，整个星期睡不好，就只为了帮你。
我真的没有要求什么，我们真的不奢望什么。
至少，不要欺骗。不要背叛。
你怀疑我的第一秒开始，我已经对你死心了。

I would want to say that I have fought hard physically and phsychologically for this day to come, but then again I have to admit that my luck has shined.

I guess, one quote is meant to explain this.
"Luck is for those who're prepared"

But this is only the beginning, I'm sailing towards a vast sea of uncertainty.

It's a good bet but I need luck to continue shining for me.

Yes, I'm ready to fail and I'm hoping for the best.

When u have a chance to talk to psychiatric patient in Hospital Sentosa, you will feel calm, the kind of feeling of anything also can say since they also dunno what u’re talking about.. haha
Talked to 大魔王 today, felt good not because he is 魔王 but he said i’m good and he wanna take me [...]

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