Lately - stevie wonder

Lately, I have had the strangest feeling
With no vivid reason here to find
Yet the thought of losing yous been hanging
round my mind

Far more frequently youre wearing perfume
With you say no special place to go
But when I ask will you be coming back soon
You dont know, never know

Well, Im a man of many wishes
Hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes wont let me hide
cause they always start to cry
cause this time could mean goodbye

Luckily nothing happened during the Bali trip.. here are some of the photos..

basically, we stayed in Hard Rock Hotel, went to Monkey Forest, Hard Rock Cafe ( not clubbing ), DenPasar etc..

The sport shoes over there is cheap.. i glanced through not a single over Rm200.. so i bought Adidas Basketball shoe..

Selipar also cheap.. bought 1 also.. lol

Bagus Watch shop selling replica.. lol no discount some more..

basically is a nice trip except the transport.. KNS hot

It was just few weeks ago, when I posted the lovely story of them kissing under the New Year fireworks.
They were not fictional characters as I lied to Nick. 'He' is someone who is extremely closed to us and I thought the story will not have an expiration date so I insisted to keep his identity confidential for the sake of privacy.

But now we, 'he' and me, are both losers in the game of reality and cruelty.
Or rather we're simply statistical fool who still believes in love utopia.

今天和家爱去芊晔(ye4)的家拜年，原本打算一起去Bong的家，结果他没有在。
到的时候芊晔家外头有好多的车，我马上便联想到一件很坏的事情。

门开了，芊晔的爸爸还是一样地爽快。
虽然并不是很知道我是谁，但也很爽朗地招呼我。
其实要怎么解释我是谁，也是一件非常难的事情。

不一样小学。
不一样中学。
不一样高中。
不一样大学。
我们有什么共同点咩？
顶多就是我们都是88年的罗。

- CNY Reunion Day (25/01/09) @ dad's side grandma house -

Lil cousins~

- CNY Day 1 (26/01/09) @ dad's side grandma house -

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
[Chorus:]
I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say

并不是哪首歌摧毁了心情，
而是被摧毁了的心情决定该播哪首歌。

理性地想，应该选择特别开心的歌曲，这样才不让自己恶性循环地越陷越深。
但这又仿佛是在逃避。

于是脆弱的自尊终于放弃式地承认自己的懦弱，让咸味补满他/她走后的每个空间。
然后不自由主的沉浸在那种悲伤里，仿佛一下子跃升成为了诗人。
只有在若干年后的一个晴朗的黄昏里，才赫然发现当时如此的沧桑都不过只是场渺小的人生恶作剧。

失恋大军越增越大。
在这里欢迎我们新加入的成员-Elebbit！
掌声鼓励鼓励...

由于是新年的关系，所以我们得保持轻松与愉快的心情面对失恋。
在此，我特别主办了这个短短的数学课程。

我本来就觉得失恋的心情就像一个循环。
一开始你会痛得很厉害，一直到你麻掉。
你会不小心把这种麻痹的感觉当成是“看开”。
接着忽然有一天你又会莫名地痛了起来，才明白你其实并没有放下过。

Engineering Society wishes all Chinese a warm, wonderful and Happy Chinese New Year.
Hope everyone will have a good Ox year.