东晴西雨
那年,SPM放榜的时候
明天SPM终于要放榜了!
我很紧张咧!
每个人生命中都会有一些能严重影响他一生的事。
UPSR、PMR、SPM、STPM、CGPA..
有些你已经预料到它会影响你,有些到后来才发现其实都不算什么,有些则会让你措手不及。
那时候我天真与骄傲地相信,我的能力不需要别人来评估。
就因为这股傲气,我受了很多的挫折,流了很多眼泪。
在哽咽中吞下了许多道理。
The arrogance
It's the moment of realization that all I have been thinking on my mind is wrong.
This is the best solution.
I just couldn't cut off my nerves to accept it.
第十一个月
以前,什么事都像是理所当然。
这几个月。
在价值与金钱中,反反复复地争扎。
在得到与失去中,迷失自己。
在梦想与现实中,选择一个较为现实的梦想。
在达成梦想的速度中,显得自私。
在永远都觉得对不起父母的心态中,做出妥协。
快乐,是当你看到其他人因你而快乐的时候。
Sometime
I look at Japan and I wonder, what is there to gain if a sudden event like this can destroy everything that you have worked for.
One day when you're dying and you look back at your life, do you remember cars that you have owned, or the memory you share with someone you love?
It is true that we all must work hard enough to earn enough money.
It's also true that you must use the money in an intelligent way.
A car or a stress free life.
I prefer buying the latter.
学弟
我有个学弟,他叫我一声师父,但今天以后,轮到我叫他师父。
四个月前,他从我的Housemate那里拿了我的MSN,便开始与我联络。
他和我一样,当了很多科目,A到D-全都拿过。
因此他很担心是否能毕业,于是我便笑着说我拿F都能毕业,他怎么可能不能毕业。
那时候,他有点迷茫,问我以后的路要怎么走。
我说:“你是个生意天才,在大学里贩卖球衣都能有一个月两千块的收入。不要埋没你的天分,外边有更大的天空。”
On computer industry
There we reach moment like this, when faster doesn't mean better.
Then we start stripping off the size, change the user input, recode the software, make it lighter.
After all it's the same thing but in another form.
And not long from now, we will all get back into the speed race again.
It's a loop.
We're all caught inside.
Nothing's ever easy. =)
There's never a perfect solution.
It's about how you conquer all the road blocks ahead.



















