I woke up in the morning today, looked into the mirror and said to myself:

"If I can close one deal today, I will call myself a hero."

I did it.

今天，我遇见了一个对自己钟爱的兴趣有无比热情的人。

他的热情影响了我，让我忽然看见了光芒与色彩。

或许他并不是一个很好的画家，但我仍然选择相信他。
只因为我们都拥有了共鸣，那是一种生命的执着与热忱，也是我的哲学里最重要的基础。

I would want to say that I have fought hard physically and phsychologically for this day to come, but then again I have to admit that my luck has shined.

I guess, one quote is meant to explain this.
"Luck is for those who're prepared"

But this is only the beginning, I'm sailing towards a vast sea of uncertainty.

It's a good bet but I need luck to continue shining for me.

Yes, I'm ready to fail and I'm hoping for the best.

昨天我才拿着论文报告以学生的身份赶去学校交。
今天我却已经在银行里签了好几十张写着我名字的纸。

这身份换得太快，我还没来得及享受毕业的感觉，默读离开槟城的伤悲，准备迎接充满挑战性的未来，却已经要认真地投入我的新生活。

我来不及反应，却被迫马上反应。

但我想，这或许是最好的开始。

行动，必须抢在自己来不及反应的时候，这样才不会有机会给自己找到借口。

你可能在Facebook里沉迷于这个游戏，但却有人把这个游戏玩到现实生活里。

每次我坐在我隔壁的餐馆吃饭的时候，我就会想起他们的故事。

两年前，他们在资金严重短缺的情况下开始了这间餐馆。
一开始时，他们连风扇都没有钱买，所有的钱只够做一个厨房、在外面的草地打半片洋灰、在洋灰上摆几张桌子椅子、和一些不是很亮的灯。

他们大胆地在这种严苛的环境下营业。

One thing I hate about my home is I cannot sleep whenever I want to sleep.
And when it's finally quiet, I have got over my sleepiness and that causes my insomnia.

I guess my focus now is to help my family to get a proper house.

I feel that I'm lucky,
to have parents that back my decision,
to have friends especially cs that help me a lot in my life,
to have friends that teach me a lot,
to have failed this and that and still manage to graduate,
to be able to rush everything and get my ass back in JB.

I'm truly happy now.

"Brick walls are there for people to show how madly they want something."

I have broken all the walls now.

I didn't look into their eyes when it's time to say goodbye.

It's the end of something wonderful and the start of a new chapter.

I'm risking the down payment of my new car, the opportunity cost of being a professional and my 22nd year on something that I believe will return me a better value.

Dad talks about ROI with me.
He's very optimistic about what I'm going to do.
I'm optimistic as well, but things might not be that pretty.

"Give a man a fish; you have fed him for today. Teach a man to fish; and you have fed him for a lifetime."

I'm back in penang from Redang with a healthier skin but I'm off to KL tomorrow morning.

The trip is fantastic.

Finally I have chance to see fishes swiming around me instead of struggling in the middle of the sea and showing my dulan face with bubbles from my mouth. (Yeah KL and Bong, I bet you two will never forget it. LOL~)

Somehow the clear water in Redang does not surprise me.
Maybe the memory on Mataking has stucked me too seriously.