最近，心情很低落很煩躁很雜亂，但是卻理不清一個所以來是自己太空虛了，還是太寂寞到了想太多的地步。遇到這些情感的東西本能的會去逃避，去避開，不願意去面對，因為自己理不清，也覺得不應該和人分享這一種雜亂的心情。

Today is such a many words day for me.
Happy Mothers Day for my beloved mother and my Grandmother,
really sorry to both of you cause can't accompany you both for dinner just nw.
Felt sad can't celebrate Mothers' day with my mum today,
cause i m still in the dead town CYBERJAYA!!
oh well, don't matter
guess what, i m at McDonald online to blog this post!
because no line available in my house right

恋爱时，我们总说“会在一起是因为我们有缘”；
分手时，却变成了“会分手是我们的缘分不够”。

到底是因为有缘而在一起，还是因为缘分不够而分手呢？



很多时候我们都听见这样的话，

~“我爱他，因为他好细心，懂得照顾我，时时都会打电话来关心我！”
(More......)

发现，我渐渐的变得更害羞，更害怕踏出那第一步……
以往的我，不是如此，但是，这样说，也不对，很久很久以前的我是那么的害羞，想那么多。
几乎每个阶段的我都会经历解放，也会经历回避期……
这样说吧，以前，朋友们有聚会，我明明知道可是，如果不是受到正式的邀请，我只能假装不懂。
假装不懂，假装不介意，假装忙，假装那不是我的我……
不介意？！？ 那简直是大大的骗话，我介意，介意到极点！

Tomorrow my new journey will begin which is my 1st day of working life . Yes , I've found a permanent job which is an Account Executive in advertising industry. FYI , this account not those calculation punya accountant , account = client . My job scope is about client servicing , taking brief from client and also writing report , update etc. 

I'm taking 2 hours rest now.
I guess this will be the boost for me to fight for another week.

One of the most important guy from the management has talked to me and my dad today.

He offered a great opportunity for the new direction of my business.

It made perfect sense of the deal.
It's a win-win-win-win solution for the management, himself, me and the people.

好久没写部落格了，我相信“忙”这个借口不再行的通了。不过，与其说是忙，不如说是写部落的心情不在吧。我以往的部落充彻着负面信息，当时的我都属于相当悲观吧，或许这些悲观的心情就是我写部落的动力。如今的我并没特别的乐观，或是异常的悲观，而是天天抱着中庸的心情过日子。

Mom, i love u!

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失恋是该拿来享受的
就知道应该有很多人骂神经病
可是认真想一想，有谁可以一百巴仙担保一段恋情开始后可以保存永久，不会失恋？
保险公司也不敢受保啦！

如果不敢保证的话，那就去学习如何享受失恋
失恋是痛的没错，但不要比较分手前后他的态度，因为已没有意义了..

不要怀疑他的决定，因为他已经决定了…
不要尝试挽回，因为不值得挽回…