东晴西雨
Moving on
I guess I have failed to achieve most of my vision.
But some of it does really come true, and turn out to be better than imagination.
Sometime I do really question what I'm fighting for.
There's a strong urge inside me to outrace everybody.
I enjoy attention, I like to be praised, I like to inspire others.
If I would look at my current life using the view of a student 5 years back, I would realize how perfect it is.
It's as though if my life would stop tomorrow, it will be a perfect ending.
At times I can't seem to make things right
It's hard to be me.
Especially during times that I no longer possess the determination to run this marathon.
When one thing starts pulling me down, everything else falls.
I want to be myself, but I lack of the talent of being myself.
I thought of what others thought constantly.
I felt of what others felt constantly.
In the end I'm just a duplication of others or a counter thought of others or maybe the image of what others want me to be.
Buying a business
As my quest goes on, it starts to dawn on me of what equation that Warren Buffet uses.
It might not be the same equation in his office, but my equation should bring the same meaning.
It makes total sense.
Then the next thing I realize is that only a handful of companies in Malaysia can fit into the equation.
Perhaps Malaysian just lack the discipline of building a good business.
