I should be grateful about my car even though:

1) The suspension system is tough, the car gets really bumpy on Malaysian road.

2) The bumpiness causes serious vibration to the other parts of the car. Some of the plastic gets loose and produces random noise.

3) Has no resale value since it's under appreciated.

4) The fuel consumption is not optimized for city drive. (Unless you're more careful on stepping the pedal)

But yeah, it's a good horse in her own way.

I have learnt several things in the recent months.

The single and most important change in me is to be more selfish.

I'm fucked enough times to learn that I can't make everyone happy without making myself unhappy.
People just don't appreciate what you have done for them.

Instead of pushing myself to sacrifice everything, I learn to save some for myself.

And yeah, I learn to admit that I'm so much indifferent in my decision and way of thinking.

There's no point forcing myself to follow others.
I'm just unconventional (or weird).

http://finance.fortune.cnn.com/2011/12/19/cliff-asness-aqr-hedge-fund/

Benjamin Graham wrote in his book before about this type of investing method.

His view is simple.
Pattern is not hard to be found in data, especially human tends to move in herd, but this is not a long term investing method that you can count for.

Once you have found a pattern and profited from it.
People will start following you and think this is a holy grail to fast money.

Perhaps my next ambition is:
How to build a premium brand?

Life's always good for me, until the time I miss my sleeping hour and start falling sick.

I couldn't find peace at work.
The noise is loud.
My muscles are in tension.
I'll be interrupted anytime.

There is moment in afternoon that I feel sleepy.
I wish I could just lay down somewhere and have a short nap.
But I couldn't slow myself down to have a rest.
I'm forced to stay awake, only to get my headache worse later.

Everything that you gain in life, comes with a cost that only comes clear to you later.

爸爸以身作则教了我一套做生意的原则。
这套原则既不特殊，也不精彩，更无需考究。

那就是诚实、负责任、与尽可能在能力的范围下帮助别人。

在那个大堂里，坐着许多快乐的人。

快乐，是因为他们完成了父母的心愿。
完成了自己的梦想。
忽然成为了每个人眼中的上等人。

坐在我身边也有许多快乐的人。

快乐，是因为他们有了个可以引以为傲的孩子。
快乐，是因为他们终于成长了。

在那个大堂里，我感到了许久未出现的孤单。

Be humble.
Have rest.
Never give up.
Be adventurous.
Don't stop learning.

Keep breathing until the world ends.

Things are going to be alright.

All you need to do, is to work hard for it, and let go.

很多时候并不是我要把别人想得复杂。
而是这世界上有太多有心机的人。

这些人会利用人性的各个盲点，以及法律的各种漏洞，从你身上榨取钱财、时间、人情、甚至生命，把你榨干了后留下一屁股的问题给你。