很好笑的梦...
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还我都不想起来... 糟糕!!
10.30am 了！！

很多事情。。
很多人都会觉得它是会结束的。。
可是
就有些人觉得它还没结束。。
都还有在。。
虽然。
忙了很久。。。
太多要忙。。
也不能忘记了自己人生重要的东西。。
疲倦。。 非常的疲倦。。
可是如果我的疲倦能换到你们的笑容哪有多好。
能换到我想要的东西。。
虽然有很多障碍。。 很多不想要的事发生。。
可是还是没办法。。。
我得要把事情做得更好。。
我今早差点就没有心要做了。。

我真的很想哭。。
很难的。。 有精神做我的功。。
为什么？为什么要那么痛。。
我真的很痛。。
今天刚起来。。 我的右手不能动。。 真的很疼。。
我要哭了。。 不能忍受那个痛。。
在疼都好。。 我用了左手。。 写下我的难过，
我不能放弃。。
再还有那么多希望在前。。
不能把这个不能放在这些希望的前面。
救我。。 T__T

我不要痛！！！

Great Camp indeed. it is where the activity reflect what is happening to me now a day.Yes, we had been taught that people are realistic. How realistic? what you can't see when you are easy isn't realistic. When you facing difficulty, that is where the people become realistic. People are forced to make decision irrational when we doesn't have anymore choice. Disappointed over irrational, sad when

i really don't understand what you all thinking.
i really can't understand what you all are doing.
This suck!!! suck to the max!!!
how come i can't even feel you all as part of the family...
all i need is just you all are part of the family.
just simply feel... why i can't get it... why am i trying so hard for it.
everyday i can't help to bring out my bad side,
scolding shit, and all the bad

Secret..
心中的秘密。。
连心都不肯告诉我他的秘密。。。
我怎么要把我自己变的快乐。
我忍了大风，把一道墙放在他们前面。
无法。。。 简直无法。。
无法让你们知道。。 无法让你们快了。。 无法让你们满足。
渐渐的。。。 我需要的爱。。 已近冷诺了。
真的需要你们两个。。。 太远了。。 太远了。。
我不能变成完美的人。。。
我不能。。。 我只是尽我能力。。
我不是超人。。
有时，很多加减乘除。。 在我脑海里。。
游来游去。

i m Ready..
i m Okay..
i m Good..

Everything that left for me this semester, it is going to be a great months.
i just wanted to do what i want and go forward..
do expect some the annoyance side of mine.
do expect the ugly side of mine.
what i want is the best for what i want to see.
Camp, something i expect nothing else but a good camp.
i can't expect much, i just want to do the best, just for

it wasn't a me... this week...
i felt so not myself... even my thinking and so on.
who am i suddenly? why m i doing so much of unnecessary thing. .

it was an awful day for me...
i wasn't really into myself today... felt so helpless, felt so useless.
i can't complain myself like that cause it isn't me...
whatever i did is really out of my league.
i need to fix back myself...

Alex Lim, where are

如何解释。。早起的鸟儿有虫吃。。 一大清早。。Y3 打电话给我。。8.15am 我醒来了。。 zzz， 真的很想在睡。。可是好吃的点心，我不能错过。。 哈哈yumm yumm
跟了Detective Ang, Ah beng, y3, zohan!，Draggy 和 Kai Ling 去吃。。 听了不少东西。。 @@... huhuhu...

Hmm,
It has been awhile i never blog, haha, many people start to say, aww another dead blog again.
Finally my Major event finish... the 13th CNYE.. good job, having alot memories with you guys.
right now i m studying for my marketing exams tmr, and yet im day dreaming here....

alot is happening since then... so much...
i doesn't know how to begin with to write in here..
seems like i need to wait