昨天。。
在水中。。
发现到。。 人群就像水。。 很多很多。。 的水滴。
可是遇见了，会停下来在一起吗？
人就像水，擦肩而过。。 陌生，不管你在哪个地方有多久。
不想就不会有。

人有机会见面也是缘分了。
有机会认识也是缘分。
可是缘分也可以是痛苦，也可以是快乐。

要自己发现到自己的快了。
每当我看见小孩子的时候，
我总觉得他们都在告诉我很多东西。
有个小孩看到我的苦脸时，
他说：“哥，你为什么像个恐龙阿伯”。

1）考4 flat
2) 身体健康
3）家人平安
4）朋友们能快找到自己的快乐
5）父母赚大钱，哈哈
6）自己赚大钱！！
7）希望你幸福
8）希望你能成功
9）朋友们全部成功
10）十三届理事会顺顺利利
11）遇见能打开钥匙的人
12）做事不要粗心
13）平静的心

Back to Malacca makes me wonder alot... 
i m start to being told by my mum, even him... told me that i shouldn't have so much thing on myself. that really bring me alot of disaster. every night i was thinking many things, even someone..
i couldn't make myself a decision to say. all i want just a simple life, simple thinking before i get into something i want. Dad told me, it isn't the time yet. 

我没有你想像中那么坚强我只是擅长用微笑去伪装不是吗我没有你形容的那么勇敢我偶尔也会慌我也和你一样曾经年少轻狂受了一点伤我们都是一样相信永远不远但坚持却有点难就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧烧痛了我们就逃带着现实的铐摺叠我剩余的微笑通往没有你的轨道就让记忆中的你慢慢老老去了谁也得不到带着我的祈祷摺叠我累积的问号开始一次的单身潜逃
aHa……aodaodaodao

很多人问，我的自信呢？
那我问会他们，哪你的自信呢？

每个人，自己的自信的存在，是没人看得到，
而是要发觉到。

自己没自信，是因为不想要。。 
不如把要的东西成为生活上的目标。。
把你的自信拿出来。。 

有时，自信好像老鼠。。
看到对它有害的东西，就不会出来了。。 
就好象人一样。。 
当一些比较难的事情发生的时候。。 
我们本身的自信就很难出来。。 

自信
需要勇气

大家
不要因为一次跌倒，而像老鼠一样怕了。。

a whole night of thinking says that... why should i think...
it is rather to think nothing but happy things...

It is a courage for me,
i learn from here, never give up although it is hard,
in the end i will get something i want if i never give up.

it is always a support from my friend, love them so much...
i wonder how am i going to repay them..
haha..

Few days ago... i make my friend's

我的自信
飞去哪里了。。。

相信我自己。。每一天都过着开心的日子。
可是。。。 这是什么开心？？
这些是不永久的开心。

我今天很粗心。。 把自己便到很惨。。
我的粗心，我几时才能改？

我真的很想我妈妈。。
我今晚。。想了很多。。 我现在面对到的东西。。。 想回以前的事情。。
如何值得去想？我很想快点能放开。。 不想要有以前的痛苦。
我有时觉得我不能了。。 很想哭。。。

我承认我已经放弃了。。 我说话算话。。

I wish i could swim faster,
i wish i could have a better stamina,
i wish i could have participate in all swimming competition,
because of few stuff, i throw away my dream.
but doesn't matter as i learn many things, learn to give up and learn to take and learn to stay strong.
i wish i have time to train... i wish i have time to swim with my fellow swim friends, it is fun to swim with people

Unless you had though what motivates you
towards studies..
towards work...
towards something that always stress you out...

you will never fight till the end for something that needed you to do...

i had lost many hopes now a day... i know i can't give up in this very end.
i just can't... i know i had been irresponsible this few days even week even month...
i doesn't know what had happen to me.

What had happen in my life!
No COMPLAIN

What i get, What i deserve!
No COMPLAIN!

Why should i complain...
it is wasting time...
it doesn't benefit me..
why should i jealous over everything, everyone and everywhere.

It doesn't make sense...

Don't dissapoint over something
get use to something that even have a slightest possible to fail.
Be smart and see forward... look for solution not look