Secret..
心中的秘密。。
连心都不肯告诉我他的秘密。。。
我怎么要把我自己变的快乐。
我忍了大风，把一道墙放在他们前面。
无法。。。 简直无法。。
无法让你们知道。。 无法让你们快了。。 无法让你们满足。
渐渐的。。。 我需要的爱。。 已近冷诺了。
真的需要你们两个。。。 太远了。。 太远了。。
我不能变成完美的人。。。
我不能。。。 我只是尽我能力。。
我不是超人。。
有时，很多加减乘除。。 在我脑海里。。
游来游去。

i m Ready..
i m Okay..
i m Good..

Everything that left for me this semester, it is going to be a great months.
i just wanted to do what i want and go forward..
do expect some the annoyance side of mine.
do expect the ugly side of mine.
what i want is the best for what i want to see.
Camp, something i expect nothing else but a good camp.
i can't expect much, i just want to do the best, just for

it wasn't a me... this week...
i felt so not myself... even my thinking and so on.
who am i suddenly? why m i doing so much of unnecessary thing. .

it was an awful day for me...
i wasn't really into myself today... felt so helpless, felt so useless.
i can't complain myself like that cause it isn't me...
whatever i did is really out of my league.
i need to fix back myself...

Alex Lim, where are

如何解释。。早起的鸟儿有虫吃。。 一大清早。。Y3 打电话给我。。8.15am 我醒来了。。 zzz， 真的很想在睡。。可是好吃的点心，我不能错过。。 哈哈yumm yumm
跟了Detective Ang, Ah beng, y3, zohan!，Draggy 和 Kai Ling 去吃。。 听了不少东西。。 @@... huhuhu...

Hmm,
It has been awhile i never blog, haha, many people start to say, aww another dead blog again.
Finally my Major event finish... the 13th CNYE.. good job, having alot memories with you guys.
right now i m studying for my marketing exams tmr, and yet im day dreaming here....

alot is happening since then... so much...
i doesn't know how to begin with to write in here..
seems like i need to wait

数到5答应我

Today i came back to malacca...
first thing i thought of... is my mum's tang yuan!

once a year, every thing is goin on and off again.. so here we are...
tang yuan... i m one year older again XD...

I m back to malacca mah... so here is my mum cooking for dinner XD...
i love my mum XD hahahaah...

also i went back to bukit beruang swimming pool
to get my ILS License

嗯。。。
等下。。。
在告诉你们 ^^

Guess what...
blood from me..
i nose bleed again...
can't think of what is happening to me...
old things is happening back ... @@

while i was sneezing...
i though it was normal sneezing...
but

i m nose bleeding again..

Just right after i wanted to forget,
but i see again....
i wonder...
why god treat me like that....

sometimes i really hope i can calm down...
be someone people like..
just a normal and happy guy that people who use to know...
today i emo again.... drink wine.... having ownself unconsious.
ridiculous isn't it?

I just wish there is a people who can really care me..
just wish... but ...
the wish