这是我个人得到这个病后的点点滴滴。。my story on my journey throughout this SP..

Lately - stevie wonder

Lately, I have had the strangest feeling
With no vivid reason here to find
Yet the thought of losing yous been hanging
round my mind

Far more frequently youre wearing perfume
With you say no special place to go
But when I ask will you be coming back soon
You dont know, never know

Well, Im a man of many wishes
Hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes wont let me hide
cause they always start to cry
cause this time could mean goodbye

最近在我的身边有太多太多让人伤感的事了..
好朋友因为癌症与男友被迫分离..
好朋友在无预兆下被一个差劲的男友切断一切联络方式
没交待一切.. 分手了...
再来一个...
这个是看似和平的分手..

Luckily nothing happened during the Bali trip.. here are some of the photos..

basically, we stayed in Hard Rock Hotel, went to Monkey Forest, Hard Rock Cafe ( not clubbing ), DenPasar etc..

The sport shoes over there is cheap.. i glanced through not a single over Rm200.. so i bought Adidas Basketball shoe..

Selipar also cheap.. bought 1 also.. lol

Bagus Watch shop selling replica.. lol no discount some more..

basically is a nice trip except the transport.. KNS hot

It was just few weeks ago, when I posted the lovely story of them kissing under the New Year fireworks.
They were not fictional characters as I lied to Nick. 'He' is someone who is extremely closed to us and I thought the story will not have an expiration date so I insisted to keep his identity confidential for the sake of privacy.

But now we, 'he' and me, are both losers in the game of reality and cruelty.
Or rather we're simply statistical fool who still believes in love utopia.

不想多写..
因为我不需要别人的怜惜

我的身体很虚弱
体重跌破了 50 公斤大关..
迈向 45 公斤
是福不是祸 ?
是祸躲不过 ?

只不过吹了几天海风..
舟车劳顿一番
又病倒了..

农历新年..
只希望我能身体健康..
我周围的朋友都身体健康...
我父母和家庭亲戚都身体健康..

再简单不过的愿望 ...
难道都不能实现 ?

新年期间.. 放上这个图片..
或许有些赌徒会觉得不吉利吧 ? 哈哈哈..
事实上我也不是不迷信
不过这个新年嘛我是当了财神爷... 赌什么输什么 =.=||
放这张图片在 blog 上搞不好来个 Negative * Negative = Positive.

今天和家爱去芊晔(ye4)的家拜年，原本打算一起去Bong的家，结果他没有在。
到的时候芊晔家外头有好多的车，我马上便联想到一件很坏的事情。

门开了，芊晔的爸爸还是一样地爽快。
虽然并不是很知道我是谁，但也很爽朗地招呼我。
其实要怎么解释我是谁，也是一件非常难的事情。

不一样小学。
不一样中学。
不一样高中。
不一样大学。
我们有什么共同点咩？
顶多就是我们都是88年的罗。

自從嫁人后，每年的團圓飯，只有老公我家公家婆，婚后的一兩年大哥大嫂還有他們的兩個孩子還有趕在除夕那天回來，后來大嫂花店生意好，常常插花插到很遲，回到來時已經快拜天公迎新年了。

兩年多前家公去世了，剩家婆一個人，應該是去年大哥先接她上去新甲花園的家，后來再接她上峇株，所以我和老公的團圓飯，就是隨便吃，有時還有朋友拿一些菜來給我們做年夜飯。

新年溜溜，跟財神爺拍照過好年囉！

哈哈，這個財神爺是去年杪拍下的，當時帶兩個小瓜去跟財神爺做model，配合《號外》的“yb敢敢扮”單元，順便自己也“秘撈”一下。