I gotta observe more and stare less at the dead LCD monitor.

Mum said that we're only small businessman who are not even significant when comparing to others.

Yes, she's right.

So how do I create a value which is 10 times larger than what I'm creating right now?

It's a tough question.

Steve Job said every business, technology or product has its life cycle.
And Apple only invests on stuffs that are still in their Spring.

Yes, this inspires me a lot and all of sudden, I know what kind of life I'm heading.

First, I gotta minimize my personal expense to the lowest possible figure.
Then, I won't buy any car, house or stuffs that are going to put debt on my shoulder unless they are able to generate a greater value back to me.

By this, I can build up a super healthy cashflow and I can simply throw away business that steps into its winter.

I had a chance to give a small tutorial to my friends on web development.

They were all fascinated about it.

So there, I learnt a great lesson as well.

The problem of Malaysia's education is that no one tells them how fun this thing can be.

I have a vision about the future of IT in Malaysia.
I have a rough map on my mind about how to achieve the vision.

But all these cannot be realized if I don't bring a great impact on the people.

It's time to pick up the real challenge.
It's time to work, work and work.

I guess it's the same.

First you need Strength which is something more physical.
Either you have a lot of money, or a lot of time and energy.

Then you need Intelligence.
That's where you keep reading, observing, analyzing, learning, theorizing,and experimenting, until the day your brain stops functioning.

Lastly, it's Agility.
The ability to change your mind, decision and strategy in the fastest possible time in order to face new competition and trend.

Sometime things happen for a reason.
I believe now.

It's all about your attitude, how do you react to the shits that happen in your life.

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I failed my EM.
I was beaten, I was down.
I was seriously, fucked.

Then, I resisted.
I didn't want to let this shit affect my life.
I wanted to turn this shit into a great opportunity in my life.

It was a stubborn act.

I gave myself massive stress, I ran a three weeks brainstorming until the day Momo was born.

哇，我被骗了，原本以为今早考试，结果原来已经延迟到明天！

哈哈，结果就这样，让我有多一天的时间紧张。

Woo，我想人就是这么奇怪，越没有信心，就越读越乱。

Ok！我必须有信心一点，以前都死不去，这一次一定也死不去！

以前我读一半的课程就敢敢去考试。
拿个D+,C-回来随便了事。

可是，自从上一次，我一面都没有读，去Fail掉这张考卷后.......

我变得超级，怕死！！

哈哈～～

如果以我以前的作风，我现在已经算是读完，可以躺在床上睡一整天，明天直接去考。
但..唉..

所以我就继续努力罗，可能这样子读下去，能拿个A回来也说不定。
哈哈～

wuu，就让我不理智一天吧。

Holy crap, I'm taking the last paper in my life.
Failing this means no graduation for me.

Wa, how stressful right? haha~

By the way, this just means that after monday I'll gain the total freedom and have full control on what I'm about to do next.

我想大家都已经看过这则新闻。
Woman burned alive kiosk workers refuse to lend fire extinguisher

每个人都在大骂这两个油站的员工。
就连我也一样。

但转念一想。
其实，我们都不太理智。

这个国家，有太多太多的骗子。