When Airasia says "Everyone can fly", I finally have the vision of what Malaysia is.

The only way to derive a big value in Malaysia is by doing something real nasty.

Woo, so I have worked 30 days without a single ponteng.
Yeah yeah, give a big clap to whowe.

Everything from now will be a bonus to my life.

Competitors will start taking me seriously from now on.
The market will soon get more saturated and nasty.

This just means that I have to do more thinking, observation and analyzes.

I think I still enjoy very much of what I'm doing.

Maybe I'm lucky, yes.
But I gotta keep moving forward at a faster pace.

It'll be a brand new start on tomorrow.

I've decided to make it as my personal religion.

Yes, I have sticked these short notes beside my computer screen so I can remind myself over and over again until it becomes a part of me.

It's important to ask yourself why and it's important to remember the reason.

The less you think about yourself, the more you gain in life.

Most of the time I use blogging to solidify my thinking, and to cheat myself into doing something that I don't have the confidence to do.

Yeah, law of attraction as you name it.

I have created some kind of principles or rules for myself to follow before I stepped out to the real world.

One of it is to always make the bet if the odd is on my side.

Yeah, it's always easier to say than to do.

I actually hesitated as I started to put in the opportunity cost and all the craps I might lose if I fail.

People asked me why I would waste my engineering knowledge by doing something that has no relation with my field at all.

I told them I'm looking at the fusion of engineering and business.
One day I would venture a business that would use the business and engineering knowledge intensively to create a real huge value.

But of course, that's a vision too far away.

So now I'm back to the harsh reality I'm facing, and I'm taking the challenge to solve my own business's problem.

I have a sounded plan.
It's a big leap to the future.

忽然恍然大悟。

我无法用言语形容我现在所领悟的事情。

但是我很确定的是，我的心，自由了。

这一种自由，将会让我创造更美好的事情，将会让我无牵无挂地迎接挑战，将会让我面对挫折时感到更少的沮丧。

钱，够吃就好。
紧紧抱着它，只会让自己的人生失去更多的机会。

I think I have just made the first mistake.

I once told myself that one should never get his emotion involved with the investment he makes.
And I have been emotionally attached to Tata.

So now, I'm going to pull away my emotion.

Yes, it's just a game.
Take up the challenge and conquer it.

I have nothing to lose.

I met a terrible person today.
He thought he can make use of me and crash me later.

I wont give him face the next time.
Fuck off.

If studying Electromagnetics will make me writing Special Relativity and General Relativity I would do so.

But fuck, I need a cert.

So be it.
Even though I'm not becoming the next Einstein, I gotta stuck my head into it.

Oh wait, I think it's the other way round, I gotta let EM stuck into my head.

Oh shit, I'm confused.

p/s:
Alright, it should be a relative motion.
Maxwell's equation has showed a hint.

It's like a student who has scored an A, I demand for an A+ now.

My parents are delighted by my result.
I have given them something too far beyond their expectation.
And I have given them hope.

There is one more week for me to go.
I need my luck to shine the same way it has shined for the passed three weeks.

I just have to keep the momentum going, and I can hit the A+ scoreline.

There's a complicated feeling inside me.
But I'm very sure of one thing, I've lived out my life.