在还没拥有时感到慌张，拼了命似地干活。

在得到时有梦一般的感觉，因为心跳加速而有不自然的幻想。

在习惯后忽然只变成似乎不太有意义的一组数字。

人生似乎需要比这个更大一点的目标。
我究竟为了什么而活？

我想我该从游戏玩家的生涯中退休了，因为打了四十分钟的DotA后...
我竟然感觉手指酸痛！

哈哈..

人还真的会退步。

Despite of the devastating 3 fucking losing bets in a row, I'm firing up Momo today.

It's yet another bet onto the future which I have to leverage my time, energy, brain cells and some money.

The only reason it may fail is that I haven't created enough value yet.

So failing is not an excuse for me for not doing it.

I have a vision and only I can achieve it.

我很清楚地感觉到。

如果明天我将要死去，那么Momo将是我人生最大的遗憾。

所以我决定了，明天开始我要为Momo一心一意地付出，直到它创造了价值。

今早咖啡店的人正大骂我们的政府。

其间也顺便骂了陈苏北。

Oops， 他好像是我朋友的爸爸我们的议员被骂了。

I gotta observe more and stare less at the dead LCD monitor.

Mum said that we're only small businessman who are not even significant when comparing to others.

Yes, she's right.

So how do I create a value which is 10 times larger than what I'm creating right now?

It's a tough question.

Steve Job said every business, technology or product has its life cycle.
And Apple only invests on stuffs that are still in their Spring.

Yes, this inspires me a lot and all of sudden, I know what kind of life I'm heading.

First, I gotta minimize my personal expense to the lowest possible figure.
Then, I won't buy any car, house or stuffs that are going to put debt on my shoulder unless they are able to generate a greater value back to me.

By this, I can build up a super healthy cashflow and I can simply throw away business that steps into its winter.

I had a chance to give a small tutorial to my friends on web development.

They were all fascinated about it.

So there, I learnt a great lesson as well.

The problem of Malaysia's education is that no one tells them how fun this thing can be.

I have a vision about the future of IT in Malaysia.
I have a rough map on my mind about how to achieve the vision.

But all these cannot be realized if I don't bring a great impact on the people.

It's time to pick up the real challenge.
It's time to work, work and work.

I guess it's the same.

First you need Strength which is something more physical.
Either you have a lot of money, or a lot of time and energy.

Then you need Intelligence.
That's where you keep reading, observing, analyzing, learning, theorizing,and experimenting, until the day your brain stops functioning.

Lastly, it's Agility.
The ability to change your mind, decision and strategy in the fastest possible time in order to face new competition and trend.