就在准准两个月前...
我失去了我以为能与我长厢厮守的女人...

两个月后
难道我又要失去一个我以为能与我奋斗到最后一刻的伙伴 ?

唉..
从开学忙碌到现在
就是为了做好这个第一次举办也有可能是最后一次举办的
社会醒觉活动系列 2008-2009
的
交流营..

这个交流营不像往常般由华文学会理事筹办..

人总要经过些挫折...
才会更完美... 更完善..

我是否变了.. 我不知道...
不过我最近经常做出以前的我绝对不会做出的事情..
我怕..
不经意伤害了身旁的人..

只不过有一点可以很肯定...

不知不觉.. 时间过得很快..
就这么混混沌沌的度过了两个月...

第一个月 ,
把自己沉浸在泪水里
第二个月 ,
把自己淹没在忙碌中... 没再为她掉过一滴泪..

以为一切都如例行公事般会随着时间而散淡..

举得起 , 放得下 , 那叫举重 ....
举得起 , 放不下 , 那就叫做负担....

做人..
总应该学习习惯於失去 , 并善于从失去中有所得..

曾经曾经
我以为自己是个拿得起 , 放得下潇洒洒脱的人..

VIRGO (The One that Waits)
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. CUTE.

Awesome Vocal Performance by Charice..

She is so young and has such a powerful voice.
I'm Glad.

[ I will Survive - Abba ]

At first I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live without you
By my side
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
And I learned how to get along

And so you're back
From other space
I just walked in to find you
Here with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me

我不否认
在这个日子里...
有些人的 msn/ym 照片或 status 显得格外刺眼..
呵呵...
终于硬下心肠删除了联络.. 这是好的开始 lol~
虽然..

按下滑鼠的那一刹那还是很犹豫..
心..

最近忙完了整天回家
身躯很疲惫
脑子的细胞却不停歇...
似乎怕我会忘了伤感 ....

总是摸摸拖拖到了日出才能入眠..
到了这时脑细胞更是活跃..