As promised before.. the Sibu house pics..

Quite big parking space.. but..

Have to gostan all the car when 1 car is going out lo.. zzz..

Ok, can go buy 4D liao..

Kena pls tell me..

Enter the house.. wah.. so EMPTY..

It's been sometimes since the last post over here. It's not because of I don't have time but I don't know what to post once I stared at my blog. Indeed, I just got alot of stuff bothering me and spinning inside my mind. It's kinda irritating and I hate the way I being now. I think all gals tend to be EMO easily? That's why my blog title named "EMO must die". I hate in emo-ing myself, and I tried not to emo everytime but it works sometimes only, not everytime. It's so suffering when you emo and I just gotta force myself to forget about it and cheer myself up.

是睡不着 , 还是不想睡 ?
我模糊了.

有 62 颗发亮的星星陪着 , 外加一颗不小心跌落被我放在另一角的流星.
原来再美的夜景 , 再长的时间
似乎都填满不了空虚的心.

好久好久没有这样的相聚
好久好久没有看见的人影
好久好久没有听见的声音
好久好久没有听见的OKI
好久好久没有一起的“冲动”
真的好多好久；久到我几乎忘了这一切！

在这短短的几天的相聚
让我深深记住了这人影
让我听见我久违的声音
让我听见你称呼的OKI
让我想起我们的“冲动”
一切一切都因为有你
ALAN Low Jian Seong

这一个星期的私人假期好像好几个月这么长。
忽然之间，所有在一个星期发生前的回忆变得很遥远。
打开房门的时候我差点都忘了我其实才离开了九天。

可能是因为这短短几个月的工作导致我的细胞处在活跃状态。
我感觉我很健康，很有活力。
很想保持这样的状态，但事实上这会渐渐地随着接下来的生活而改变，回到三个月前的自己。

至少我澄清了件事情。
这成为了我这个星期最大的收获。

feel so sad.. it's like having breathing difficulties.. heart is so hurt.. what a fragile heart am i having now.. i wish badly that my heart can be strengthen and wont break easily..

男人可以帮女人那一切东西，除了手袋。
男人帮女人那一切东西，都是风度，除了手袋。
男人看见女人提着一个沉重的箱子，你应该帮他拿。 你看见女人拿着两本书，在需要的时候，你也可以帮她拿。 女人穿高跟鞋踩断了鞋跟，扭了脚，虽然异象了一点，但那对鞋，男人应该帮她挽。除了手袋。
当一个男人帮女人拿了手袋之后，顿时就把女人的风韵变走，同时把自己变得不像一个男人。

最近不知道为什么脾气很暴躁
动不动就很想发脾气也不知道自己在烦什么
听到别人讲到一些自己不喜欢听的就很想打那个人
虽然想但最后还是忍下来也不想破坏大家之间的感情所以就拼命忍
在别人面前尽量去表现开心其实自己开不开心自己心里最清楚
有时很想摔东西或找人来打可是就是做不出
有时会想人存在的意义是什么?
是为了生活,梦想,还是纯粹只是活着?
而我活着的意义又是什么?我不知道...

hmm.. today is the day to give answer.. but he didnt contact me yet.. so i'm waiting..

told my family about this thing yesterday night.. =.=

they were more excited than me.. i also dont understand why.. my dad analysed everything out..

so the main reason they thought about is, this is a distance love, hard to maintain.. -i had the same idea too-

whatever, he wont do anything probably.. so tell him also useless.. sigh.. i understood the reason, though it's hard to be accepted..

Today Sunday, should be went out "hang gai"~

but I prefer stay at home, coz I am lazy..=x

So stay at home clean my messy table.

but the table like more clean more messy~

Why still got so many things...= ="

At last, I still finish clean it.

I have arrange a corner to put all my babes..

Haha!

SEE!